So I have a crush on this guy. I've known him for about.... 10-9 months now??
Okay, lemme explain some shit about me. I use he/him pronouns but also they/them... I use they/them only around certain people because I feel comfortable around them.
I will be using he/him pronouns on here though. Also, I am transgender ftm.
ANYWAYS
I have a crush on this guy (Imma just call him Jam cause I don't wanna say his real name, I have no idea why)
So, Jam is the perfect guy. He cares about people's feelings and isn't an a douchebag like all of the other popular and sporty people.
He is tall and has beautiful, ocean blue eyes and silky brown hair. His hair has a slight quiff that has small curls poking out of it.
He has the most amazing smile ever, it just makes me melt when I see it. He also has and adorable button nose that will sometimes flush a lil' pinky colour.
Jam is tall and skinny, but he does have some muscle to him.
But obviously I like him for more than just his appearance.
He is never quick to judge, he gives people chances and let's then explain themselves.
Jam listens to me and others. He will let me just rant to him and he won't tell anyone what I tell him. I trust him.
I guess that's why I care about him so much and why I find him so special to me, it's because I trust him.
You see, I have major trust issues. I tend to build up walls when I meet people. Even my bff doesn't know a lot about me, she doesn't even know I'm gay.
But I trust Jam. I trust him so much and I don't get why. Before I even realised I liked him in that way, I trusted him.
He's just really important to me.
But it sucks that he is straight.
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Lil blog thingy?
随机I like just being able to write my feelings and just post them. I only have one person following me, that's my friend. So imma just post my feelings and shit because it makes me feel better.
