in all this darkness, i felt no warmth. nothing to comfort me in my sorrows. after all this time not a whisper from anything. was everything just a dream. were my nightmares just cruel creations that my mind created to fuck me over?
I could feel myself growing numb from the darkness pain and blood. I could feel i was losing myself. but i saw something, perhaps it was a light. but i was wrong. my angel tried saving me from purgatory. i had wondered why. why me? why live a broken thing?
to this day i still ask. but i never take for granted love. but fears are always there. that one day they'll get tired of fixing my broken heart mind and soul. that i won't be enough. but i set those fears away, no longer wanting to let myself be affected by my past. and let myself love and be loved with no hesitation.
but the the darkness still and will always linger in my mind whispering doubts and and taunting me to come back. where there was no chance of being hurt. but i saw my light, and i want to keep it, and never let go again
....the darkness can go fuck itself.
