TABOO [FIN]

TABOO 33

PART THIRTY THREE

 

“Damon..” I said in hoarse..

Parang may nakabara sa lalamunan ko ng mga oras na iyun..

Hindi ako makapagsalita..

But god know’s…. god know’s this is the happiest day in my life…

I cant explain the feelings...  for a moment it seemed that everything stayed up there…frozen..

Damon was staring at me intently..  hindi ko mabasa ang nasa isip nya..

For 4 years ang dami nyang pinagbago… he was tall, over six feet at least and powerfully built, although his muscles were long and lean instead of bulky..

The same brown eyes that tell many history..

Those shapely lips that haunts me in my sleep...

Just by looking at him makes my knees turns to jelly…

Hindi na sya yung boyish and mr. serious type of guy…  He’s so fucking gorgeous.. a real demigod..!!

Gusto kong umiyak.. he’s back…

After a long years…

Finally…

Parang sasabog ang dibdib ko… “K—Kumusta ka na..?” nagulat pa ko na lumabas na garalgal ang aking tinig..

Ang dami dami kong gustong sabihin.. Pero nag unahan na sa pagpatak ang aking mga luha.. “i—im sorry---it’s just----“ shit..!! hindi ko magawang makapagsalita ng maayos..

He simply tapped my head… “Jeez…you’re such a crying baby..”

“im….”panay ang pahid ko ng mga luha gamit ang likod ng kamay…“not…” sumisigok na po ako nyan…

Marahan nyang ginulo ang buhok ko.. “im back…” he lowered his head..

Tumingala ako para sa halikan sya.. I want to kiss him…  want to feel his warm lips on me to prove myself that it is not a dream…

Pero umiwas sya… His lips landed on my forehead.. “Happy Birthday..” he gently said.. lumambot ang expresyon ng mukha nya..

Ewan.. ilusyon o hindi.. parang ang lungkot lungkot nya..

The he pulled away.. Pormal naman ngayon ang mukha nya.. No emotion shows on his handsome face..

Napakurap kurap ako.. dati rati madali kong nababasa ang kanyang iniisip pero ngayon----

It was like he built an imaginary wall between us..