Tom Holland and Peter Parker Imagines

Sacrifice: Peter Parker (Part One)

    Warnings: Curses, Angst

      My name is Y/N Allen. Yep, i'm Liz Allen's sister, the most popular girl at Midtown. My sister got the spotlight while i just stayed in her shadow, i don't mind it though, i rather be a loner than be surrounded by people. I only have three friends at Midtown: Ned Leeds, MJ, and Peter Parker, who just so happen to be my crush. I've liked Peter since kindergarten, we became friends after i saved him from some bullies, and we've been attached at the hip ever since. 

     But here's the thing that sucks about my life, Peter has had a crush on Liz since the first grade. My whole life i had to watch my crush like someone else, who just so happened to be my sister. It sucks... i know but, i deal with it because i rather be Peter's best friend than nothing at all. Deep down it hurts, knowing that my sister has everything, including the boy i'm in love with. When we were young Liz didn't like Peter, at all. She was attracted to jocks like Flash. But because God hates me, this year Liz began to develop a crush on Peter. Now i'm forced to witness the one thing I've always feared. Just. Great. 

     "Y/N?"

     "Huh?" i say looking up, Liz was standing in front of me holding a notebook to her chest. 

     "Sorry, i blacked out for a minute, what's up sis?" i asked Liz 

     "I was asking if you could talk to Peter for me since you guys are so close? I wanted to see if he could hang out with me this weekend." my heart drops, now i have to help these to get together now. Just. Fucking. Great. I put on a fake smile "Sure sis" i respond. Liz smiles widely and envelops me in a hug. 

     "You're the best Y/N!" She says i smile genuinely, and tell myself what I've been telling myself my whole life.  As long as Peter and Liz are happy, then i'm happy. I pull myself away from Liz, "no problem sis, i'll ask him when i see him" i tell her and walk to lunch, which i so happened to have with Peter. I walk into the cafeteria and find Ned and Peter sitting at a table in the corner of the cafeteria. 

     "Hey guys" i smiled walking to Ned and Peter, "hey Y/N, what's up" Ned asked. i shrug "Nothing much, boring stuff as usual, how 'bout you Pete?" i ask. I looked at Peter, who happened to be looking at Liz like a sick puppy. I felt my heart shatter a bit, I've felt this feeling my whole life, and it still hurts like a bitch. 

     "Umm Pete?" Ned asked tapping Peter's shoulder, "huh?" Peter asked breaking out of his trance. "Oh sorry Y/N, um nothing really just busy with the Stark Internship." I smiled at Pete, i took a deep breath cause i was about to do the one thing i never wanted to do. 

     "So Peter, Liz wanted me to ask you if you want to hang out with her during the weekend?" Peter's eyes lighted up, his smile growing wide. "Wait, she really wants to hang out with me?!" Peter asked excitedly, i nodded. Pete got up from his seat and grabbed his bag, "i'll go tell her that i'm free, thanks Y/N!" Peter yelled while running to Liz's table. 

     I looked down trying my best not to cry in front of Ned, "you like him, don't you?" I look up and see Ned give me a look of sympathy. i nodded, Ned opened his arms signaling me to hug him for comfort. i hugged Ned and started to cry into his chest. 

     "Y/N, why didn't you tell him?" Ned asked. "Ned, Peter liked Liz since first grade, it's obvious he's not gonna return my feelings. Plus, i don't want to ruin our friendship, i rather be his friend than nothing at all. And... if Peter and Liz are happy, then i'm happy."

     I separate from Ned and grabbed my stuff, "I gotta go return a book from the library, i'll seeya later Ned." i walk away from Ned and head for the exit, i pull my headphones out and play Satisfied from my favorite musical Hamilton. Funny, how the song is exactly how i feel in this moment. I continue to walk, until i pass Liz's table where i see her and Peter laughing and talking to each other. I wiped a tear that escaped my eye and head for the library. 

     "As long as Peter and Liz are happy, then i'm happy" i say out loud to myself. I'm the Angelica Schuyler of this story, i'm putting my happiness last to make sure the people i love most get theirs. Even if it's ripping me apart, i'll happily do it again. But, i just wish it didn't hurt as much as it does now.  

A/N: Hey Guys! Sorry i haven't posted in a while, I've just been a little busy but, I'M BACK BABY!!!  o(*^▽^*)o and part two will be coming very soon so i'll see you guys very soon. Bye dear readers <3 

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