Tom Holland and Peter Parker Imagines

Feelings Through Music: Peter Parker

I wanna give credit to @quackson_klaxon_ who's imagine gave me the idea for this imagine. Thanks!

It's been four months since Peter decided to cut all ties with you. The only friends you had a t Midtown were Peter and Ned, and once Peter left you Ned went too, leaving you all alone. You wouldn't call yourself a loner, rather you liked to spend your time playing music than talking with people. You played a number of instruments, but your favorite was the violin. (If you don't play the violin or any instruments in general, I'm sorry but please pretend you do for the imagine 😁)
At lunch, you would go into the music room and play your violin, and when you got home and finished your homework you would play more songs on your violin. Your violin was your escape from your struggles and it helped you get through a lot of tough times. And on one occasion, your violin gave you the one thing you really needed.

~FLASHBACK ~

You were playing (your favorite song) on the violin, the notes enveloped you and you enjoyed their embrace until you heard a knock on your window. You open your eyes to see Queen's friendly neighborhood Spiderman sitting on the fire escape. You stood frozen for a few seconds until you gathered enough courage to go and open the window for the famous hero. You both stared at each other until he decided to break the awkward tension.
"H-hi ma'am i was just swinging by when i heard your playing. Who knew a beautiful song could be made by such a beautiful girl." He said placing one of his hands behind his neck. A small blush fell on your cheeks as you continued to stare at him.
"Thank you, it's nice to know the famous Spiderman enjoys my music." You say putting a strand of hair behind your ear. "Do you take requests?" Spiderman asked. You didn't really like it when people asked you to play songs for them, but for Spiderman it was different. He was the first person you've spoken too since Peter and he gave you a sense of happiness again. You smiled at him, "sure what song do you wanna here?"

~FLASHBACK OVER~

      Since that day, Spiderman would drop by your apartment and hear you play. It soon became your favorite part of the day, and you and Spiderman began to grow a deep bond. You would both confine in each other and make each other laugh. He soon became your best friend, although as time went on you began to feel like you knew Spiderman for longer than you have known him. He reminded you of Peter, but you didn't think about it and ruin the one good thing you had, so you ignored it.
     Today you tried to talk to Peter but every time you approach him he would ignore you, or walk away which really hurt you inside. You went through your usual day of loneliness, and ran home as fast as you could. You wanted to get your bottled feelings out so you decided to play a familiar melody and sing what came to mind. You eventually decided to play the melody of Do You Wanna Build A Snowman since It's a song that you knew and connected to at the moment.
      The melody comforted you, until you reached the end of the song. The feelings of Peter leaving you, and your pain began to rise, so you decided to sing them out. (Play video skip to 2:03)
                                                                               
Peter,
please can we talk?~
I've been wondering how you've been~
I approach you.
But you ignore me~
Walk away from me.
Just let me in~
I only had you~
But now your gone.
Now i am all alone~
Peter can we please talk?~
Okay. Bye~,

     Your knees buckled from sadness and you fell to the floor holding your violin to your chest. You felt hot tears stream down your face as you reminisce on all the memories you and Peter shared. You cried for what felt like hours until you felt two muscular arms wrap around your waist. You turned your head to see Spiderman with a worried expression on his face (mask?).

     "You okay Y/N/N?" Spiderman asked as he wiped the tears of your face. "Yeah, I'm fine Spidey, i was just thinking about an old friend." You say as you stand back up. "Y/N i heard your song, what happened with you and Peter?" Spiderman ask. You look away until Spiderman wraps you in a hug placing his chin on top of your head.

     "You know you can trust me." He says, you begin to cry again as you wrap your arms around Spiderman.

     "Me and Peter were friends since we were kids, i thought we would be friends forever, until Pete decided to cut me from his life. Ever since he left, i was all alone, he was my only friend Spidey and he left me." you sobbed into his chest. Spiderman rubbed circles on your back to comfort you.

     Little did you know, that the man who hurt you was the one who was comforting you. As Spiderman comforted you, he couldn't help but feel guilty on the inside, he was the one who left you, but for good reason. The Vulture was able to figure out Spiderman's true identity, and he vowed that he would hurt everyone Peter loved. Peter didn't want to leave you, but in order to keep you safe, he had no choice. He knew it would be dangerous to let you know he's Spiderman, but he couldn't handle seeing you this broken.

     "Hey Y/N, can you look at me for a sec?" You looked up at Spiderman, tears still flowing down your face. "Promise me you won't freak out?" He asked, you were confused on what he was going to do but nodded anyway. Spiderman took a deep breath, he slowly reached for the bottom of his mask and pulled it off, revealing the brown curly haired boy you knew and loved.

     "Peter?... You're Spiderman?" you ask shocked. He nodded, "I'm sorry Y/n... About everything. The Vulture found out my real identity and threatened to hurt everyone i loved. I didn't want you to get hurt, so i decided to distant myself from you. I thought you would be safe, but i ended up hurting you. I'm so sorry Y/N" Peter now had tears flowing down his face, you brought your hand to Peter's cheek and wiped away his tears.

     He stared into your (your eye color) eyes as you stared into his chocolate brown ones, seconds later you felt Peter smash his lips onto yours. He placed his hands on the sides of your face while you wrapped your arms around his waist. You pulled away, giving Peter a sweet smile, "I forgive you Peter" Peter smiled sheepishly and quickly placed another kiss on your lips.

     That night you and Peter stayed up all night, playing Star Wars movies, talking, and laughing with each other. You and Peter got together soon after, and you've never felt happier, now every time you played your violin, the notes you made were upbeat showing that you no longer felt alone.

A/N: Sorry guys if it sucked, if you guys have any constructive criticisms do not hesitate to tell me because i need it. I hope you enjoyed this imagine. Don't forget to: Like, Comment, and Share. ♥️

     Thank you dear readers love you guys so much💕