sup guys it's your favorite trashcan josh back at it again with updates for ya.
okay first of all, i'm sorry that i'm not v active atm?? like, ik i uploaded the gawsten oneshot book and wrote a few oneshots but other than that it's like,, silence, apart from my multiship book (i update every week hhh)
so yeah, sorry for that.
also? my chaptered fics are so BAD damn. i realised how many typos and spelling mistakes i made and i'm just too lazy to correct them? also it's first person perspective and as you may maybe have noticed in my recent oneshots, i mostly used third person? idk it's just that when you write in first person, you don't have many options for names. like, you just say "I, he, Dallon, Brendon, any other random person, etc" but when u write in third person, you have more options? like, i love saying "the brown eyed boy, the brunette, the taller one the taller boy, etC" and idk
also they're so cliché and cringy i'm fucking sorry guys.
i really like the oneshots i published recently, such as 'little one' 'the good side' 'glittery' or 'loving someone' but the ones before that just weren't that GOOD and AGH idk i'm mad about basically nothing but it still bothers be kind of.
fuck, i already started a sequel to 'blue boy' and i haven't even finished this one. i'm not even at the point where geoff and awsten meet i'm so weird ugh
also like, i have ideas for my fics, okay. i have so many ideas for all different fics, but idk WHEN to write them. like, these fics are like my babies but i don't treat them well lmao. i just don't wanna rush anything? like, i have the whole ending for 'being cool is lame' in my fucking head, i know exactly how i want it to end and i could probably just end it now, but i don't wanna? same with 'everything is blue' and 'blue boy' ((locker #371 is kind of on ice rn shshsh sorry for everyone who likes this shit but my head is empty for this)).
BUT, and here comes the big b u t, this is my last week of school rn (because i'm ugly living on the other side of the world and don't have holidays yet, america) and i hope that i'll be more active then. i'll try, i promise.
((also hmu if you live in london cause i'm there in a week for a day))
sorry for being a big baby about my own fics LMAO
bye guys LOVE YOU 💞💟💓💓💟💝💓💕💞💕
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