notes [&reddie]

STEADY FLAME!

dear richie,
i did it.
i came out.
and something good did happen.
you, richie, are bisexual.
of course, you already knew that.
but it just excites me so much.
so, so, much.
i know you don't like me, but at least i have a slim chance in the future.
well, no i won't.
because you are perfect,
and i am me.
i am eddie kaspbrak,
and you,
richie tozier.
the perfect boy,
with the paper cuts on your fingers,
and the scars on your wrist.
with the smoke in your lungs,
and the fire in your soul.
but me?
i am plain.
and why would a beautiful disaster like
you ,
love a
steady fire like
me?

from eddie,
your steady flame.