Jeongguk cried and wailed as he wished for a way out, a way to be free he could Of never of been in this situation if he would've denied being a maid he had a gut feeling about all this and he should've of listened to his head screaming at him to not agree but he thought he was just being stupid and listened to jimins offer and now is he left with regret.
The voices telling him to die and be free and the scars on his back reminding him of his torture, he wants to leave but the only way out appearing in his mind he wants ignore he doesn't want to listen to those cravings of the easy way out
There is a better way but he only leads to more pain, he sees nothing but grey the once bright life of home and friends no where to be seen the only thing left is the love he thinks is right and wrong he doesn't want to love this guy this monster who treats him like shit
Was there another way out of this mansion was there any happiness that was somewhat possible in this place was that even a option
The only thing blooming in his mind is anger and raging waves of guilt leaving him sick to his stomach he wants quiet he wants everything to change he wants a remedy but the only thing is a finish line he doesn't have the strength to cross the finish line decorated with flowers and everything nice it was a shiny light the welcomed him with open arms but he was being dragged closer to the dark cold arms that he didn't have a single drop of happiness that could comfort him.
All the tears he spilt in this place was a pool he drowned in and relived those horrors
He thought he loved this man when he came to rescue him he thought there was hope but that was crushed in the hands Of his master when he said he could do worse he doesnt want to know what could happen but if he tries to escape out those doors covered in gold it would be a step closer to the regret in his wake
The emotions that was overflowing toke control of him and he stepped of that bed in cried on for continuous lonely nights that only made him feel worse the wonderful blue room that was made to look like a room full of what you could call enjoyment but it didn't it give him that at all the closet full of maid dresses gave him disgust and he wanted to leave so he did he Walked out that door and his tear stained cheeks and weak hunched over back he shuffled down the hall way made it to cupboard full of happiness he admired the cupboard and all the possibilities behind it
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Vampires servant (editing)
Fanfiction⚠️smut⚠️ Jungkook is looking for somewhere to work, he ends up working as a maid for a vampire named Kim Taehyung ⚠️Warning this book is cringe⚠️
