Adopted by Corey Scherer and Devyn Lundy

Chapter 38

Corbyns POV (oh mah gawd) Thursday September 20th

I sat up and looked at how cut Ella and angel were cuddling I smiled and kissed her forehead her eyes fluttered open she smiled "goodmorning beautiful" I said "goodmorning"she said petting angel "movie day on the couch?" I said she nodded "come on" I said picking her up angel following us.

I set her on the couch as angel jumped up I sat next to her and cut on the tv covering us up I put on Alice in wonderland,

2 hours later

"What day is it?" She asked "uhm september 20th" I said "oh" she said "what's wrong" I said "20th of this month, Elton died" she said tears falling down her face I wiped her tears as she cried she leaned her face into the crook of my neck I sighed as I rubbed her back "GUYS" Zach yelled I got up along with Ella and ran into where the scream came from angel aswell "guys help!" Zach screamed his voice cracking along the sentence tears running down his face Ella ran over and hugged him "what's wrong" I asked "jacks room" he barely squeaked out I ran to jacks room I saw him laying on the floor a bottle of pills next to him I dropped to my knees feeling his pulse as I called 911 "911 do you need fire police or ambulance?" She said "ambulance my friend isn't breathing"I said tears running down my face "9191 apone drive" I said "there on there way" she said I hung up crying looking at what the pills were "pain killers" I mumbled I heard a door open then I ran into the main area "he's in here" I said running and showing them the room his body "okay" they said putting him on the stretcher and carried him out

September 23rd 2018 Ella's pov

Jack had done it, he ended his own life, he took away his own life, I laid in bed with Corbyn every once in a while I'd cuddle him but most of the time he'd want to be alone a lot he wouldnt talk much, I was always in Zach's room comforting him, I walked into jacks room looking around until I found a pile of notes written on school paper, I saw names on them I knew what they where I went to Zach's room and handed him the note "it's from jack" I said softly he nodded opened it I went to me and corbyns room I handed him his note and walked out I gave Jonah his note and Daniel too, I was left with mine I sat in the hallway I opened it

Dear Ella,
If your reading this it means I did it,
I am very sorry, I know I shouldn't have done this, it felt like the only choice, I'm scared, I took the whole bottle already, I feel it kinda kicking in. I decided to write yours last since I had more to write. Ella I love you not like Corbyn not like your mom but as a friend (haha friend zoned your ass) anyway, I have something to tell you, I'm gay. I knew I couldn't keep it a secret forever. I just wanted you to know, so that I could tell all I could and get off my chest what I needed too, I'm sorry I cheated on you, I was still trying to figure myself out, and if you and Corbyn aren't cute enough I will come out of heaven or hell and kick your ass. I'll probably be in hell but whatever, I feel like it's gonna be soon, I don't want you to find me like this but I have three wishes

1. Keep Corbyn out of bed and from moping around to much

2. Keep yourself happy for me please, as your keeping Corbyn happy make sure to keep yourself happy

3. Have Zach get over me, we had a relationship before I did this, I know this is news just please

Anyway, it's getting darker, I love you Ella scherer,
Love jack Avery

I burst into tears I heard the door next to me open I saw corbyn he hugged me "switch?" I asked sadly he nodded I took his he took mine

Corbyn

I'm sorry. Your my best friend and I know your gonna be sad, please make you and Ella happy, since I couldn't smile you have to for me, please forgive me, i didn't mean to cause everyone else to have pain, I just need to get out of this suckish life tell our fans I'm sorry, I guess this means no more music for me huh? I feel the medicine kicking in, just keep your promise about a family with Ella, I won't get to fight with the guys about being your best man, or be the best uncle to your child, there's a lot of things I'll miss
Including all of you,
Love
Jack Avery

I wiped the tears off my face I went into the hall and hugged Corbyn he just hugged back I cried into his shoulder

September 25th

I laid in bed not prepared for his funeral I decided to get up for jack I got into a black dress that went to the floor a black pair of heels and my hair curled I walked downstairs and saw corbyn in a black pair of pants black shirt and black tie Zach was wearing black pants black shirt and grey tie Jonah was wearing black pants dark grey shirt and black tie and Daniel was in black shirt black pants and grey tie oh and jack.. was who's funeral we were going to, I went to the car sitting in the drivers seat,I drove to the funeral home,which was twenty minutes away, I got out as we walked in my heels clicked along the floor I sat in a chair as I saw jacks body in the casket I squeezed corbyns hand He reassuringly squeezes to

2 hour later

I stood at jacks grave tears running  down my face I held hands with Corbyn as we walked to the car, I didn't feel like driving but the guys were too tired and sad so I had to, I drove home and we all slowly made our ways inside I filled angels bowls as we walked upstairs I got changed into sweatpants and a hoodie I laid in bed and went to sleep

Oh geez I'm mad at myself, I felt we needed this maybe or not? Don't kill me please okay bye