Slitting my wrists,
And feeling the pain
So many secrets that I contain
The Pain hurts no more
That I crave
Just to watch my blood flow
Onto the floor,
Kills the ache in my heart
That I've had from the start.
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Waiting for the darkness to consume
sitting in my room
Staring at the blade that tempts me
And the demons in my head are telling me to cut
My Wrists
My thighs
Why does it even matter?
If either way I end up Dead.
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Sometimes I think about
One day Just ending it all
Thinking about the one day that I fall cold on the floor
With the slit wrists and thighs.
But then I remember the people in my life
Not really even for my family but I'm staying alive for my friends who are also suicidal
And then I think
'I'll stay alive a little bit Longer.'
Do you want to know what makes me Stay Alive?
Go ask my Friends they'll tell you why.
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This one is dedicated to My best friend @ilovehaz.
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I'm not dead
But I'm not alive
I'm not living
I'm just trying to survive
My life.
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I'm feeling better thanks
ya Beautiful Creatures
😊☺😊☺😊☺😊☺😛😝😜
DU LIEST GERADE
In the Darkness.
PoesiePoems that are of suicide, The feelings that I can't hide. So if you decide To try suicide I'm there for you Your there for me We were the best that we could be But that isn't up to me. What you choose And what you do That is only up to you.