(Depression)More like a note || Feelings

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I've been told I create my own depression.
How do you do that?
Typing this, I'm lying on my bed, lying to myself.
Does he love me? He always says yes
Most times he's even annoyed or sad when I ask him. I really am the worst person.

My heart feels like it's sunk so low. I had to hold back myself just so I wouldn't say something mean, but of course everything I say comes off wrong.

Im done. Im getting older, and supposed to be getting wiser too. I thought I found a friend to support me, too, but she's the reason why I feel like this.

This is all too much. I feel weak. I need a ground to stand on but it's crumbling underneath my feet.

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