its crazy how much my weight has consumed my thoughts. 24/7 i'm thinking about how much i've gained and how obese i am. i'm constantly self conscious about how i look when i do this when i do that, " do i look fat? " "does my butt look fat? " "can you see the cellulite through my jeans?" i cant even walk around the house without being self conscious that my cellulite is showing or that my stomach looks big. i am no longer happy with who i am but i mean i never was. if someone asked me "what is one thing you love about yourself?" i don't think i would be able to think of anything, everything on me is hideous. i am ugly, fat, worthless, disgusting.
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late night thoughts
Randomhere's to all the people who suffer with overthinking, especially at night. here are some of my late night thoughts.
