josh,
we had plans. we were going to get married, have 3 beautiful children. we were going to start a family channel together.
why did you leave?
im left here, in shock, in pain.
the boys are hurting too, so so bad. they're not in a good state. you ruined them.
we all ruined them.
i went by today to get my things from your room, i ended up staying longer than expected. i cried and cried. i smelled all your clothes, they smell like you still.
i took one of your shirts. once it runs out of smell, ill get another one.
im going to keep you forever josh. your my one true love. the man im supposed to be with for the rest of my life.
the man i will be with for the rest of my life.
-love, your freya nightingale. who should have been freya bradley.
