ethan's gone.
4 of my best friends, gone.
it's now just me, harry, and tobi. harry isn't going well. he's started drinking more often.
tobi hasn't eaten. he hasn't slept. he's going insane. he always checks that me and harry are okay. he's worrying a lot. more than a normal person should.
im smoking often. three to four times a day. its bad now. im scared. i dont want to die.
i never told ethan, but i think i was in love with him.
-simon minter, ethan's lover.
