Possessed and Possessive (Completed)

Chapter 9: Reminiscing-3

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-S

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El's POV

I forced myself to stand up and walk out of the closet while wiping my tears. Its no use crying. I took the stand for me because it was necessary. Because I am not living in the 16th century where a man could dictate me. I live in a god damn free country and I am free to do as I feel fit. Noone and that includes you Edward Lucas Ainsworth, can dictate me what to do and what not to do! Yes thats right! I know I love you and most probably I won't ever stop loving you but I can't bear to be with someone who wants to change me and control me. You should love me for who I am Edward and you should trust my decisons too!

But you couldn't do that and i can't be with you. I sighed and walked towards the cafe. I put on my brightest smile for my friends because they deserved it and walked towards them.

"Hey guys!"

"Hey Beth, where were you? We got worried you know?" said Damian.

" I'm fine you guys didn't need to worry."

"Umm.. well we couldn't find you and your phone was off and we didn't see Edward around so we just got worried." said Alice.

Where is Edward? Is he okay? No, no Beth you're not supposed to worry about him! I scolded myself. Yeah exactly why the hell should I worry?!

"Oh shutup you! You have to be worried! You hurt him again and you'd seen how forlorn he looked in the room!!" My heart scolded me.

I groaned inwardly. Oh God Edward. What are you up to now? Can't you just end it? Leave it? Why the hell did you come back anyway? Couldn't you just stay in the shithole you'd disappeared to without even talking to me and convincing me to take you back? Without asking me to give you another chance? Without promising that you'll change for the sure?

No, no, no what the hell am I thinking?!!! What is happening to me??!! God dammit!

I quickly stood up and turned towards my friends: " Umm guys I think I am going crazy so I am going back home. I am calling it a day."

"I'll drop you home" Damian stood up instantly.

"Damian you're so sweet but you'll miss your class."

"No I'll be back in time, now come on."

We walked towards his car and drove to my house in silence. Once we reached my place Damian stopped the car and turned towards me:

"Beth take care of yourself, okay? I know its hard for you now that he's back. But remember it was your decision to break up. You took a stand for yourself unlike other girls. You didn't think his obssessiveness is cute but that is suffocating. So don't forget that, kay? Don't forget you're fighting for yourself and you need to win for yourself! And if Edward wants you back then he needs to change for good. For you. Okay?"

" Okay. Thank you Damian. You're the bestest friend I could've ever ever asked for."  I said and hugged him.

" Ha-ha. I know I am the best, now go and rest."