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"WHAT THE FUCK SAVANNA?!" Diego yelled sounding heartbroken as hell

"I said I was sorry" I said disappointed in myself

"You fucked my bestfreind?!?!"

"It was an accident"

"HOW THE FUCK IS THAT AN ACCIDENT?!?!"

"I don't know. It just happened" I said questioning why I even did it in the beginning

"What did I do to deserve that?" He questioned getting a little quitter

"Nothing, i-it just happened"

"I gave you my fuckin heart and you just crushed that shit in a million pieces. I gave you everything. I gave you my heart, I made sure you had what you needed, I made sure you were happy, I stopped fuckin around for you. I LET YOU MEET MY PARENTS!" He said yelling the last part.

"You don't deserv-"

"Ya damn right I don't deserve this shit. I trusted you ; and Ethan"

"I bragged about you. I let everybody know about you. And how that ass is mines and mines only. Every fucking time you came around me, I'd get fucking butterflies. If think to my self 'how in the fuck did I get so damn lucky'. I would beat the shit out of anyone that fucked wit you." He said crying really.., really hard.

"ME FUCKING TOO DIEGO. IM IN LOVE WITH YOU. I WANNA SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH YOU. I ALWAYS THINK ABOUT THE VERY FIRST TIME WE MET, AND HOW ATTRACTED I WAS TO YOU. YOR ACTING LIKE I NEVER FUCKIN LOVED YOU. I STILL LOVE YOU. EVERYDAY, WHEN I WAKE UP TO YOUR FACE, I FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU ALL OVER AGAIN. WHEN YOU COME HOME TELLING ME ABOUT YOUR DAY AT THE STUDIO I THINK ABOUT OUR FUTER. AND HOW WE'D HAVE THE CUTEST FUCKING KIDS EVER. AND HOW I'D GIVE IT THE LIFE I NEVER HAD." I said raising my voice

"THEN WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU SLEEP WITH ETHAN?!"

"I DONT FUCKING KNOW" I yelled back

"fuck this" he said and walked out

If you don't know, I slept with one of Diego's freinds, Ethan Cutkosky. To be completely honest, I don't know why I did that, but I did. And there's no turning back. I can't change that night. Even if I wanted to. Which I do.

Once Diego left, I got on the couch and balled my eyes out. Then I got a text. It was from Diego.

My world💞😭: I think we need to take a break for right now.

Babygirl💖🌶 : if that's what you want, then fine.
-Double text-
Do you think you'd ever want to get back together ?

My world💞😭: honestly I don't know right now. Just know I love you

Babygirl💖🌶 : Okay. I love you too

I was heartbroken. But I can't let nobody see that side of me. So I went to my closet and decided that i pick out a nice dress, and invite Ethan over. I knew this was wrong, but I honestly missed that night. Just a tad. But nobody will know.