I'm broken, no one can save me

Chapter 1 ~ 'happy' ~

Hello my name is Toby
This is my life

I will try to update this as much as I can this story is just for fun I'm sorry if you get offended and I know my spelling is crap but I can't spell right

Baii enjoy

{toby's pov}

I had awoken to another nightmare I don't feel like sleeping anymore with them but i don't care anymore, no one dose

I'm just an twitching freak tk them

But to be honest that's all I'll ever be slender knows I'm depressed but that's it

He doesn't know that I cry myself to sleep every night
Or how I cut to feel something but it not working I still can't feel
Masky and Hoodie just put all there stress on me and saying I'm "a mess up" but I don't care so what if I mess up
Towards Jeff and Ben I'm there punshing bag they beat me but I don't care anymore
To everyone else I'm just an annoying person and an idiot and an twitching freak
The only person who is nice here is slender and Sally
LJ,EJ and Jane are also very nice but don't show it

I think I might kill myself I'm clearly not wanted in this world anymore

They don't know shit about me they think I'm happy but they can't see a fake smile when its right in front of them

I don't think anyone knows anything about me outer than I'm numb to pain and that I tick

I. Trust. None. Of. Them

And never will

Well there goes my night after I woke up thinking about shit

About shit people excepts slender, sally, LJ, EJ and Jane

"wake up twitch!" Jeff screamed from the door

"I'm u-p" I said as I unlocked the door and locked it behind me

"hurry up!" he said as he slapped the back of my head

"fu-ck off" I mumbled under my breath

I went downstairs

And sat down and just looked down

"what's wrong twitch?" Hoodie said

"I'm not in the m-ood for your stup-id ins-ults and s-hit I'm going to my pla-ce sle-nder"

"okay be back before lunch" slender said I got up and grabbed my hatches and left

{third person pov}

"sir what did Toby mean by his place" Jane asked

"some place he goes to get away from us" slender said

"okay" Jane said

>after breakfast <

"The house was fairly quiet
Where was Toby, why was he not in the mood he normal doesn't care " masky though

"why was he not in the mood?" Hoodie thought

"he wasn't in the mood he can't feel anything?" Jeff thought

"mhh I might smoke some pot later" Ben thought

"where is uncle Toby :(" Sally though

"where could he be?" Jane though

"CANDYYYY" lj though

"I wonder what it's like to be one of my victims?" ej though

The door open and Toby walked in the looked like he was crying but no one said anything