I'm broken, no one can save me

Chapter 9

>two days later <

{toby's pov}

It's been two days Ince I saw them I was put into heaven for making people happy

I look over them but its never the same

"Lyra is there a way I could stay with them?" I said

"yes there is but is risky" she said

"what is it" I said I'm willing to do anything to be with them again

"you have to fall from heaven" she said

"okay I will do it then" I said as I get up and hugged her

"goodbye" I Said walking to the edge

"goodbye brother and good luck" she said

I fell back and juts waited

I hit the ground

"wow" I said as I stood up

I started to walk to the mansion

Its 5 am so none of them will be awake

I went in and sat on the kitchen counter i made some coffee as well and waited

And waited

And waited.....

>SMOL TIME SKIP TO 6 AM <

"morning everyone" Jane said

They sat down at the table, I jumped off the counter and drank the rest of my coffee

"good morning" I said as I washed my cup

"Toby?" hoodie said

"yes?" I said back

"okay what's going on?" hoodie said

"okay so I've been here for about an hour, so I made coffee" I said

"I'm confused" jeff said

"I'm staying with you guys" I said

"REALLY?" Ben screamed in my face

"yes I am" I said everyone jumped on to me

"um well thanks" I said getting up

"are you serious?" LJ said

"yes I am I realised that you are my family and family stays together" I said

"Toby what are you then?" ej said

"oh I'm a angle" I said

"wait do angles have wings?" hoodie said

"yes they do I just have mine hidden" I said

"can I see?" Sally said as she did puppy eyes

"dam it Sally you know I can't resist that face!" I said

" I know!" she said

I stood up a d took my wings out

"wow!" everyone said

I put them away after I turned around to see everyone's face

"pfttt " i started to laugh at there faces

"that was something" ej said

"wait is there a whole in your back now?" jeff said

"yes there is" I said

"let's see!" LJ said

"fine" I said as I took my jumper off and turned around

"Toby that looks bad.." ej said

"it's fine tho?" I SIAD as I put my jumper back on and turning around

"Toby did you self harm?" hoodie said

"yes I did" I said peoples faces where shocked and sad

"why ?" hoodie said

"I wasn't happy and I wanted to feel something but couldn't so I would cut my arms and legs" I said

"oh okay" hoodie said as he jumped up and hugged me

"there is also another reason i came back" I said

"and what's that?" LJ said

"someone here almost took there life a few days ago" i said not looking at masky

"WHAT WHO?!" LJ screamed

"I don't know if they want me to say" I said

"who was it!" hoodie said as he looked at everyone

"if I hadn't seen what they were about to do you would have found them dead" I said

"who was it please juts tell us?!" hoodie said

I looked at masky he juts nodded his head to say I could

"it was.." I said then I saw masky take his masky off

"who!" everyone screamed they where all focused on me I looked back at masky who was crying

I pushed past everyone and hugged him

"it's okay" I said as I hugged him

He hugged back

"Tim?!" hoodie said

"yes he try to take his life" I said not legging go of him

Hoodie came running up and hugged him as well

"why Tim?" he said as he started to cry

"I..i.. Don't know " he said crying

"wait why masky?" LJ and Ben said

Masky juts started to cry more

"it's okay Tim I'm staying okay!?" I said

"okay" was all he said, crying into my jumper

I let go of him and looked at everyone

"I don't want anyone to do what I did okay?!" I said

"we wont" they said

"slender are you okay? You have been quite?" I said he took my hand and lead me outside

"slender what's wrong?!" I said as I cought up with him

"please Toby don't leave us" he said crying

"I won't I'm sorry but I wasn't happy but I realised that I made people happy here and that's enough to make me happy" I said as I gave him a hug

"just please don't leave us again" he said as he hugged back

"I'm sorry" I said walking back to the mansion, slender teleported

I walked in Tim still crying everyone around him saying stuff like it's okay

And don't do that

I pushed past everyone and helped him up

"go sleep" I said

"okay" he said as he left