Missing You; PJM

• 29: Fault •

"Let me sleep for a little hour, i'm tired, Yanna", he says weakly.

"Don't worry. I promise, i'll only rest. I'll wake up", he says forcing to show a smile, and i nod. After a few minutes and so, my brothers and Yoongi arrived. "Princess!", Seokjin yells, "Oppa! Yoongi!", i replied.

"Are you okay?", Yoongi asks, "Somehow i am, but Jimin —", i started to cry, Namjoon knelt beside me, and wrapped his arms around me, "It's okay to cry you know, princess?", he says and i cried on his shoulder. Taehyung checks his heartbeat, and from the looks of his, it isn't good.

"Tae?", i asked. "I'm sorry, Yanna", he replied, "What do you mean?", i asked, "He's only until here, let's go", Taehyung continues, "No! i won't leave without him! He isn't dead! He's just sleeping! He said so, he promised me", i continued to panick but Yoongi and Namjoon was stopping me. "Fine, we'll carry him. But go with Yoongi", Seokjin says with a sighed. Yoongi puts his arm on my shoulder an leads us out, but before we were about to reach
outside—

"I'm not yet done with you!", it was Jhay yelling, pointing a gun towards me. He shoot, and i closed my eyes, but no sign of bullet on me. I slowly opened my eyes when —, "Yanna!", Jimin shouts with full strength and he hugs to cover me, then the gunshot was heard. Jimin falls to the ground, "Jimin!", i yelled.

All of my brother's held Jhay's arms with a gun.

Without any clue, a gunshot —, i turn to my back, "Taehyung!", Namjoon yells, while Taehyung slowly falls to the ground, Seokjin then steals the gun from Jhay, and shoots Jhay until the bullets are finished.

"Oppa Taehyung!", i cried out loud.
It was like a nightmare, both person whom i love.

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We were inside the car, Jimin at the back full of blood, with Taehyung. While i was at the middle of both of them, both their heads on my lap, as i cried. Seokjin drives as fast and careful as we rush to the Hospital.

Jimin and Taehyung were brought to different emergency rooms. I waited outside both emergency rooms since it's beside each other, while Namjoon, Seokjin and Yoongi went out to buy groceries.

It was 11:54 pm.

I was starting to fall asleep when the doctor arrived, "Good evening, Ms. Kim, the sister of Mr. Seokjin, am i right?", he asks and i nod, "I'm Doctor Lua, you're boyfriend and brother is in room 222", he says and gives a bow before he leaves.

I arrived their room, where the nurse was checking Jimin's blood, she was staring at Jimin, then she slowly moves his hand to his face, i cleared my throat, "Don't even pretend that if you kiss him he'll wake up, like Sleeping Beauty, missy", i said which made her shock at my appearance, she gives a bow. "You're Mr. Seokjin's sister, right?", she asks, "No, i'm his mom", i said with sarcasm, amd she gives a slight smile, "I've been visiting your CEO, which is my brother mostly and yet you still don't know me? show some respect please, or i may have to tell your CEO to fire you", i said with no patience.

I breath in and out, "Now, finish what your doing an get out", i continued.
After she's done, i walked to my brother and sat beside him. Words were running on my mind.

I know i am have not been a great sister, but i love you. I know we didn't spend more time with each other, except when we were kids but i love you. You were always there for me, through my ups and down, that's why i love you. You've been the best brother a sister could have, Taehyung. I hope you'll stay strong, and we'll spend more time, once you'll wake up. I promise. I love you, Oppa.

Not noticing a tear escapes. Thinking about both of them makes me feel terrible, of course i should feel terrible, because it is all my fault. If i did spend some time with Aly, this could've happened. Why? Why do the persons i love sacrifice their lives? just for me. Why? Why does it have to be them who is suffering and not me?

I kissed the forehead of my brother. I wiped my tear and moved to my boyfriend. Questions and Words were running to my mind again.

Why? Why did you have to save me? when it's me who should save you? Don't be a hero and sacrifice you life for me, Jimin. I love you with all my heart, and it hurts to see you like this when it's all my fault. Please stay strong, i know you're just sleeping just like as you said so right? please wake up, i wanted you to see how pretty i am with or without you. If you'll not wake up, i'll be forced to replace you, but that won't ever happened, because you'll be my last, i know that. You've make me smile, cry, worry and stabbed me a hundred times, but i still love you. Please Jimin. Don't leave us, don't leave your family, please stay. Stay with me —

Now many tears were rolling and i could feel an arm around my shoulder, "Let it out, princess", Seokjin whispers, and i turned to him and cried on his shoulder, he was wearing his Lab Gown. "It's all my fault, Oppa", i sniffed. The door opened, "It's not yours, Yanna", Yoongi says. "It's no one's fault", Namjoon continues. The three of them gave me a hug, while i cry between them. "Don't worry, princess, i am their doctor", Seokjin says.

"They'll be okay, i swear. They'll be strong, i know. Because they love you"