i only miss you when she's gone
broken open and raw from her
for you
(eventually)
she's drowning too deep in her own pool
your bathtub is warm enough
(i don't know how to swim)
callous scars on my back
she thinks it's from learning how to paddle
jumping too far in the deep end
(your fingers make me feel like i'm drowning anyway)
me and you are only skin to skin deep
she and i feel each other knots apart
(i'm sorry i only like you when she doesn't.)
// i wrote this two years ago,
publishing it just to give you
guys an update. i hope all of
you are staying safe, i love you
💗💓🌷💘💞🌷💓💞🌷
