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Control

I cleaned off his grave stone and a tear rolled down my cheek. 

Me:Hey papa I know I come here and say how good I'm doing and how amazing life is but it's really not. Mom and dad are gone as usual and they are pushing me as usual so I can graduate and walk across a stage no one will be watching me but you I believe you'll be there watching me. I love you papa and I miss you so much papa. 

I kissed his grave stone and I stood up and walked over to the car I got in and adam closed the door and got in. He gave me some tissues

Me:thanks adam

Adam:course now where would you like to go

Me:I need some coffee

Adam:Okay

He drove 

Me:actually bring me to the alabi

Adam:Okay

We got there and I walked inside and saw Mickey at the bar.

Kevin:Tessa what can I get you today

Me:jager 

Kevin:it's the middle of the day

I pulled out a 100 and gave it to him

Kevin:alright

He gave me a shot of jager I downed it and I walked out and got in the car I saw mickey come out but adam drove off.  We got home and the glass people were done.  I was alone I was sick of feeling alone so I called my guy amir.

KNOCK KNOCK

I walked downstairs and opened the door and it was amir.

Me:hey amir

Amir:hey 

He came in and we went into the dining room and he set his brief case on the table and opened it

Amir:I have heroin, snow, crack ...

Me:snow all of it

Amir:Okay

He gave it to me and I paid and he left I snorted some and felt better. I decided to have a lot of fun I turned on some music and I grabbed the alcohol and I started drinking and snorting more and the door opened and Mickey walked in. 

Me:what are you doing here

Mickey:What is wrong with you

Me:I am having fun

I walked into the kitchen and I got up on the island and touched the cieling

Mickey:are you high

Me:maybe 

Mickey:c'mon get down 

Me:catch me if you can

I walked around on the island while holding onto the cieling he followed me

Me:ah *laughs *

I missed my footing and I fell  I hit my head on the floor 

Me:I feel dizzy

Mickey's POV

She fell off the counter and hit her head and was on the floor. "Mickey:shit....shit" I kneeled next to her and she wasn't breathing. I shook her "Mickey:wake up ....c'mon get up" I stood up what the fuck do I do Adam adam is her fucking shofur or some shit he has to know something I picked up her phone and saw his name and called it. "Adam:need a ride somewhere" "Mickey:this is uh mickey Tessa's friend I'm at her fucking house and she was fucking around and fell hit her head she's not breathing" "Adam:shit I'm on my way" I set her phone down and waited.

Adam's POV

I got to the house and walked in "Adam:Mickey?" "Mickey:Kitchen" I ran into the kitchen and over to him looking at the ground and she was laying there I kneeled down and took her pulse. It was faint but there was one. I started CPR and she started breathing and her pulse was more purplexed.  "Adam: Mickey is it?! Find a wash cloth get it wet and bring it up to her room" I picked her up bridal style and  brought her up to her room and I set her on her bed.

Mickey POV

Adam walked upstairs with Tessa and I looked through the cabinents and found a wash cloth and I got it wet and I wrung it out and walked upstairs. I walked into her room and I put the wash cloth on her forhead. "Adam:I have to go but she should be fine" "Mickey:okay" He left and I sat down and I looked at her arms that had cuts on them. Jesus fucking christ

Back to tessa

I woke up with a raging headache. I slowly opened my eyes and I could see out my window it was dark. I felt something on my forehead I took it off and it was a wash cloth I set it on my side table and I sat up. I looked over and saw mickey sleeping.  I got outta bed  and I walked into the bathroom and I tried to close the door and it wouldn't close I turned around and it was mickey 

Me:what

Mickey:what are you doing you should be laying down 

Me:I'm gonna shower

Mickey:you shouldn't you hit your head

Me:since when did you care

I shut the door and got in the shower. I got out and I put on the pjs below

I opened the bathroom door and Mickey was sitting on my bed. I sat at my vanity

Me:you can leave

Mickey:No I can't 

I grabbed my hair brush

Me:whys that

Mickey:cause I saw the marks

I was kinda shocked and I turned around and faced him

Me:Don't think you know anything about me because you don't so whatever you think you know about me fucking forget it

I walked outta the room and I went downstairs into the kitchen. Mickey followed me

Mickey:I think you think your alone and your not 

I turned to him

Me:How so huh my parents are never fucking home the only thing they care about is me graduating and they give me money so I'll shut up my girlfriend now hates me because I was protecting somebody who doesn't even care about me so tell me mickey HOW THE FUCK AM I NOT ALONE!!

Mickey was quiet 

Mickey:It may not fucking seem like it but I fucking care 

Me:I didn't ask you to

I walked past himand he grabbed my arm and I turned facing him. He held both of my arms

Mickey:If you thinkI'm gonna let you walk away and brush me off likeyou want to do your dead fucking wrong you think this is okay

He rolled up my sleeve

Mickey:This isn't gonna do anything besides hurt you now I'm not gonna stand by while you fucking destroy yourself  You want my attention you got it now than I'm here your gonna knock this shit off understand

Me:Yeah...

Mickey:c'mon

Me:what

Mickey:we're going to sleep you have things to do tomorrow

Me:Okay

We went up to my room and fell asleep.