(I feel sorry for your poor soul.)
I sigh as I grab a Poptart out of my box of Poptarts, I like them best cold. Which I bet many people do. I slowly open the wrapping as I stare at my computer screen, My Black headphones booming panic at the disco music. This is gospel for the broken ones. I lipsink, Not caring that I look like a total dork. I'm in my room, I doubt that I'm going to be judged when I'm in my room.
I bring my poptart to my mouth and take a bite, chewing my treat slowly as I watch the lead singer dance. Yeah this is my life, Watching YouTube and eating cheap food. Not like I have much to do, I don't have any skills or a job. Yeah I'm a Nineteen year old failer, so? I reach over to my computer since I swirled away with my chair a while ago.
My computer desk was a Standard computer desk, I mean. It's got draws, White door knob like handles and a wide space Underneath so I could put my chair and myself there. My room is pretty standard, I have a few posters. One is of Yuri on ice of Yuri smiling and holding a pork cutlet bowl with his skates on with Characters on skates in the background on some ice, My second poster is of Hetalia which just had the axis powers just standing near eachother doing poses and my favourite is southpark, Butters is in his the stick of truth outfit with his hammer in the air getting struck by lightning, and Elves around his rock that he's standing on trying to get to him, I suppose.
I take a another bite as I try to pick my next song Set it off, panic at the disco or vocaloid. I choose just to stick with my panic at the disco and listen to 'I write sins not tragedies'. I feel sorry for Brandon? Was that his name? anyways. he had to sing that song over and over again and he got sick of it. Don't blame him, I hate popular hits as well. I don't get popular songs! I don't know so appealing about listening to a song that repeats the SAME word, Over and Over again! Havana Hey Havana over and over. As you can tell, I hate the song.
I continue to watch the video and groan, My friends aren't online so I'm extremely bored. There's only a small amount of time I can watch JustDestiny and music videos.
I should say why I practically isolate myself, Well. Long story short. Everyone hates me and I hate them. So I talk to people online who are like me. I would be the person who you would call a hermit. I do go out, Every now and then. I hear my phone buzz and I rush to pick it up, I had to turn it on and off a couple of times since the screen is broken. I try to read the text through my phone's annoying flashing.
After a hour, My phone finally calmed down to the point it was back to normal. I look at the text now texts and smile. I tap on it and Go to the screen. It was my friend and former crush, If he would come and say 'wanna date' I would still say 'sign me the f up'. My past relationships usually have bad chemistry, So it only lasts for, Like five weeks. Plus he's my friend, I didn't want to ruin our friendship.
I replied to his text with a cheeky smile, I sent one of my crappy jokes then a meme. He called me Childish and I sent jokingly 'I know but you love me' it's been a couple of minutes now. Did he leave? Or decide to block my number? He replied a moment with 'haha I know, Wanna hang out?' I felt my heart race, I knew it was just as friends. But I couldn't help it.
I was the only weeb in my group of Friends my only friend that was a weeb got out of it. Which was disappointing since I don't have any friends to talk about the anime I watched recently. I have one friend, but he doesn't watch a lot of anime so I wouldn't call him a weeb.
'I don't like going out much, Wanna just chill at my place?' I replied to him, I didn't really like the thought of going outside. He just replied with yep.
I got changed out of my PJs and sighed, I wasn't feeling like myself today. I wanted to play my music out loud but I couldn't, I would get scolded by the old man who lives here. Crazy old bastard. I turn off my computer and collapse onto my bed, I wore some track suit pants and a long sleeve black shirt under a blue shirt with the set it off logo on it.
