Bruised Heart

You Say

You say I am loved for who I am
But I don't believe you

You say I belong in this world
But all I feel is pain and grief

You say to me to leave this earth and it would be better
But you said you were joking but I know you really weren't

You say to me I have a purpose in this world
But why am I battered and bruised from fighting back?

You say I am strong
But all I feel is weakness

You said to me that I have to be strong and fight for what's mine, then why didn't I fight for you when you walked free from my life?