My Addiction

Chapter 5

Senior Year

Erika Pov

This is my senior year and I am still not sober but today is the first day of school this year and I was walking the halls expecting to get tortured by Jake this year but it seemed different until Jake came up behind me push me to the lockers and said

Jake: What are you fucking going to do this year

Erika: I don't know what do you expect me to do

Jake: Huh let's see you ruin my fucking life so let's just say rot in a fucking whole your whore

Erika: I ruin your life you ruined mine you made me want to fucking die

Jake: I made you want to die when I told you that night this was going to fucking happen I told you but you went and did what I didn't want you to do so you ruined your own life 

Erika: I ruined my own life how about you are the one who encouraged it

Jake: I encourage it your funny if you where in my shoes you will know who started it so don't go there Erika

Erika: Ehh just get out of my face go ruin someone else life

That's when he walked away and I fell to the ground and I said to myself

Why why me

Then after I said that I felt arms wrapped around me and he said

?: You are safe here don't worry no one is going to hurt you

That's when I was rocked back and forth in his arms and I looked up at him and saw the most handsome boy I could ever see and be seen within my life and I stop the silences and calmed down and look up at him and I ask him

Erika: What's Your Name

?: It's Blake how about you beautiful

Erika: (Smiled) It's Erika

Blake: Pretty Name for a beautiful girl Erika

Erika: Thanks

Then we got up together he pulled me in his chest and said

Blake: Whenever you are ready to tell me what happen back there I am here for you

That's when I knew my life be changing here and I honestly won't be sad or mad I for once be happy about it so I nodded and said

Erika: I will tell you everything if you come with me to the library

He nods his head and said

Blake: Sure let's go

So we walked into the library and got a quiet room rented out and I told him everything from relaying to alcohol and drugs to Jake bullying me all he did was sit there and listened and shook his head up and down and he soothed me and said

Blake: I won't do that I won't turn you back to this if my heart counted on it I just wanted to let you know that I am different and here to sober you up to the Erika you should be

I looked into his eyes and kiss him square on the lips he was surprised at first but kiss back and we pulled apart and he said

Blake: Will you Erika Costell be my girlfriend

That's when I nodded and started to smile like crazy but in the back of my head that's when I knew I am sober for now

That's it for this chapter hope you liked it I can see now since I got past the bad part this book is going to be getting better and that I knew straight away even before we switched.