After the little intervention at Jinyoung's house, Yugyeom and Bambam headed to Yugyeom's to hangout.
Yugyeom was currently kicking Bambam's ass in Mortal Kombat. Bambam sucked at Mortal Kombat and kept saying that if they were playing Street Fighter he would play better. Of course, Yugyeom didn't believe him.
"I have an emotional connection with Chun Li and I swear I'll pulverise your ass in Street Fighter." Bambam excalmed.
Finish Him!
"Oh worm?" Yugyeom said as he successfully pulled of Scorpion's fatality.
"Worm!" Bambam screamed as he watched Radian's body fall lifelessly on screen.
Yugyeom sighed, "If you die with Raiden you just suck."
Bambam stood up and minicked the spongebob meme, "iF yoU DiE wiTh RAidEn yoU jUst SuCK."
Yugyeom scoffed and turned off the Xbox One.
"Wait why did you turn off the Xbox?" Bambam questioned the younger boy.
"I think 15 to 3 was a pretty good ass whooping for one day." Yugyeom laugh, "You just suck ass at fighting games."
"Catch me with Chun Li in street fighter, cunt." Bambam rolled his eyes.
"What did you call me?" Yugyeom turned to look at Bambam.
"A. Cunt." Bambam repeated.
"Shut up, if anyone's a cunt here it's you." Yugyeom rolled his eyes.
"How?" Bambam asked.
"Well I don't know Kunpimook Bhuwakul, maybe ignoring your best friend and treating them like they are invisible is a cunt move." Yugyeom walked upstairs and Bambam followed closely behind.
"I said I was sorry, what more do you want?" Bam glared daggers into his friend's back
"I don't know." Yugyeom honestly started, "I honestly don't fucking know."
"Then stop acting like someone pissed in your cereal, Kim Yugyeom."
"Bam, just stop." Yugyeom walked into his room, Bambam followed.
"I don't know what I'm doing Yugyeom! I'm being myself." Bambam yelled.
"Then stop! Stop being yourself and just chill for the first time in your fucking life!" Yugyeom screamed at Bambam.
"Does my existence annoy you now?" Bambam wondered aloud.
"I never said that."
"You fucking bitch, you basically did!" Bambam screamed at Yugyeom.
"Then yes Bambam! Your existence is so fucking annoying, I hate your extra ass shit 24/7." Yugyeom screamed back at the Thai male, "Just fucking go to your other friends, Chan er Chris right? Go slut up to him or whatever your disgusting ass does with him."
Bambam heart shattered with every word that fell out of Yugyeom's mouth but he still replied to Yugyeom, "You really mean that? You don't want me in your life anymore?"
"Take the fucking hint." Yugyeom sneered.
"Okay then, it's fine. Since you don't want me in your life anymore I'll just tell you why I've avoided you then I'll leave forever, okay?" Bambam's voice was barely loud enough to be heard.
"Say what you have to say and leave bitch." Yugyeom rolled his eyes.
"The reason I had been ignoring you was because I fell in love with you. I wanted to tell you for a long time now but I was scared, I didn't know how you would react to me telling you that I love you. Then you texted the groupchat one day talking about a girl flirting with you, I was jealous but I brushed it off. At lunch one day you said you had a date with that girl, I couldn't take it so I left, I ended up sobbing in the bathroom with Youngjae trying to hopelessly comfort me. All I thought about was how I'm losing you, I'm losing the person I love. I'm losing Kim Yugyeom, the cute tall boy with the pretty smile, honey voice and caring personality. This is my fault, all my fault because I was right. I lost the pretty boy, I lost the angel, I lost the mesmerizing dancer, I lost the soothing singer. I lost Kim Yugyeom and it's all my fucking fault. I'm sorry." Bambam finished what he had to say and searched for any emotions in Yugyeom's face. There were none. Bambam choked back his tears and left. Bambam walked out of Yugyeom's room, down the stairs and out of Yugyeom's house.
Yugyeom stood in the middle of his room. Anger and sadness were the only emotions he could identify. Somehow in that moment, the past few months made sense.
Yugyeom didn't feel right when Bambam only referred to him as friend? Because he wanted to be something more. He loved Bambam too.
Yugyeom hated that it took so long for his mind to catch up to his heart.
He hated that it wasn't until he was gone that he realized everything.
He hated that this argument happened.
He hated that he pushed it this far.
"Bambam you fucking idiot!" Yugyeom screamed, tears spilled out of his eyes as he collapsed on his bed, "You're such a fucking idiot, Kunpimook Bhuwakul. I hate that I love you."
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Bambam sobbed to Chan about what had happened, Chan tried to comfort his friend.
"I hate that I love you, Kim Yugyeom."
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