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Jinyoung's day was absolutely shitty.

One, he worried about Bambam and Yugyeom, the pair of them haven't talked to anyone in weeks but they've been in their own little world together.

Two, he woke up and had to rush to school. 

Three, he had a test in almost all of his classes. 

Four, he had a bunch of homework on top of the studying he had to do for his upcoming midterms. Honestly, how do teachers expect us to do well on exams when we don't have time to study for them? 

Five and the last reason his day was so shitty, his thought about it  again. He hated the fact that he thought about it again but it seems to be a major part of him that won't go away. Oh, how he wish he could have let the thoughts of it in middle school, a dark time Jinyoung rather not talk about. 

Jinyoung sighed, a knock at the door ripped him out of his thoughts and gloom. 

"Come in, it's open." Jinyoung yelled, not bothering to look at the door. 

"Babe? It's me." a voice spoke out. 

Jinyoung smiled and turned around, "Jackson..." He whined a bit. 

"Okay pause, what if I was a murder who knocked on the door?" Jackson questioned, "You need to be safer." 

"Shhh shhhh, look dying seems like a good option today, I'd thank the murder." Jinyoung said.

Jackson took a seat next to Jinyoung on the couch, "Please tell me you're joking." 

"I'm honestly not sure anymore." Jinyoung sighed and cuddled against Jackson. 

Jackson ran his hand through Jinyoung's hair, "Whenever you need to talk, I'm here."

"I know, it's just hard to talk about certain things." Jinyoung sighed, "I don't want to drive you away with my dumb problems. I'm selfish, all I want is love from you and Mark."

"You could never drive us away." 

"I always drive people away." Jinyoung stated, "My dad is never here, I haven't heard from my mother in years, neither Yugyeom or Bambam is talking to me right now, I almost lost Jaebum before. Jackson, I'm a pitiful excuse of a human being."

"You're a beautiful human being." Jackson reassured. 

"Stop lying." Jinyoung wiggled his way out of Jackson's embrace, "Stop it."

"Jinyoung, turn around."

Jinyoung turned slightly, not making eye contact with the older male. 

"Look at me." 

Jinyoung replied, "I'd rather not." 

"Please?" Jackson pleaded.

Jinyoung sighed and completely turned to where he was facing Jackson, he made eye contact with the older. 

"I'm not the best with words but Jinyoung you are one of the most beautiful, intelligent, kind, amazing, savage, talented person I've ever met. You are perfect. You are beautiful. Jinyoung, I love you as you are. And I know, sometimes you may not feel like these things are true but trust me they are and I will remind how amazing you are everyday for the rest of your life if I have to. " 

"Y-you mean that?" Jinyoung stuttered a bit. Tears threatened to come out of his eyes.

"Of course." Jackson reassured, "I love you."

"I love you too." 

____

Mark was in the house alone, he was laying down in his room. With his mother in a residential rehab and his father being MIA for weeks now, the house seemed much bigger and much quieter. 

"I'm hungry." Mark said to no one in particular. He lazily got up and waddled his way downstairs. Before he could make it to the kitchen someone banged on the door. 

"This better be someone important, my Lucky Charms are waiting for me." 

Mark grumpily opened the door, "What? Bam? What are you doing here?" 

"Mark let me in its cold as shit out here." Bambam shivered. 

Mark moved to let Bambam in, the younger quickly sprinted inside. The elder made his way to the kitchen, making himself and Bambam a bowl of Lucky Charms. 

"I thought you were an Apple Jacks person." Bambam commented as Mark slide him his bowl of cereal. 

Mark answered, "I ran out of Apple Jacks yesterday. Tis a tragic tale. Anyways what's up with you and Yugyeom ignoring everyone?"

Bambam sighed, "We wanted to take some time to ourselves to figure things out. We wanted to make sure we knew what 'we' are."

"Then what are you two?" Mark asked as he ate.

"We are..." Bambam paused, "we were best friends-"

Mark interrupted, "Just best friends?"

"We were best friends who were too dumb to realize that we love each other." Bambam put more emphasis on the word 'were' this time.

"Wait, were?"

"We are boyfriends."

"It's about fucking time holy shit." Mark clapped, "I'm happy for you." 

Bambam smiled, "Thanks." 

"Now stop sounding so serious it doesn't suit you." Mark teased. 

"Okay Tuna Fish, I'm sorry I wanted you to be the first person I told." Bambam rolled his eyes.

"Sweet but call me Tuna Fish again and your ass is gonna get beat." 

"cAlL mE tUNa FisH agAIN AnD yOur AsS- MARK STOP I WAS JOKING MARKK!" Bambam screamed and ran from the kitchen as Mark had decided to throw a spoon at him. 

"Missed me asshole!" Bambam teased from the living room.

Mark looked around for something to throw at Bambam, his eyes lit up when he saw something.

A laptop.

____

"You WHAT?" Jinyoung yelled through the phone. Mark had decided to video call Jinyoung after an incident.

Mark restated what he said once again, "I yeeted a laptop at Bambam. He passed out and he's been out for like 15 minutes now. Did you just facepalm? I felt that."

"Why? Why did you 'yeet' a laptop at Bam?" 

"He called me Tuna fish." Mark said pouting.

"Oh my fucking god Mark." Jinyoung sighed, "Why? Why do I love you?"

"You love me?" Mark questioned. 

Jinyoung's eyes widened, this was not the way he wanted to say those three little words to Mark, "Yes I love you, Mark Tuan."

"I love you too, Park Jinyoung." Mark smiled.

"I LOVE YOU MARKIEPOOH!" Jackson yelled loud enough for Mark to hear. 

Bambam had began to regain consciousness, he couldn't believe Mark actually threw a laptop at him. So rude. 

"I LOVE YOU TOO JACKS!" Mark laughed. 

Bambam looked at Mark weirdly, "Jacks? Who do you love named Jacks?" 

Collectively the markjinson trio facepalmed. 

"Why couldn't you stay out just a little longer?" Mark grabbed the laptop once again.  

"Mark don't you dare throw the laptop again."



guys im not dead lmao 

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