Sorry i haven't updated in 3 weeks
It was a little break
Rip jenzie :/ i don't ship it anymore like it's not even there so yeah
But ofc i Will continue the book
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John's pov
"Why are you ignoring me?"
"What do you want ?"
We said at the same time i rolled my eyes
"Why are you rolling your eyes at me"
She asked
"I don't know i like to roll my eyes" i said sarcastically
"you've been ignoring me since the party " she asked
I stayed silent what does she wants to talk about
"do you not want to be friends anymore" she said
"No it's not that " i said
"Then what" she asked after sighing
"Well if it's normal for you to kiss your friends and play with their feelings then its okay but don't play with mine" i said
shit i don't think before i speak i was too hard on her
No she deserved it
There was a moment of silence
"I.....- "
"It's nothing just forget it" i said as rushed out of the closet
And literally ran all the way home
When i reached my room i fall on my bed facing the ceiling
Thinking about how my life has turned upside down
And how everything changed and all of the things i promised myself not to do
And i am the one who broke the promise
I promised myself not to change for anyone
And here i am changed myself
For people who don't even like me for who i am
They like the new me the one that i hate the most
I took of my eye contact and threw them in the trash
And puted my hair in it's old shape
Cuz lauren made me change my hairstyle with some hair gel
Then i changed from my ripped jeans and black tshirt
Into my old white shirt and jeans
After two hours of thinking and getting the old me back
I decided to go to sleep but there was a knock on my door
"Come in" i said
"Hey..... what's wrong" lauren asked as she entered the room
"Nothing's wrong" i said as she eyed me
Then sat on the bed next to me "you know you can talk to me" she said
"I am alright lauren" i said i don't like to share how i feel it's not like anyone cares
"Kenzie was crying she told me that you hate her what happened "
"i don't care what she said you can ask her what happened" i said coldly regerting what said cause deep down
I still care
"Alright clam down" she said
"I was just making sure you're okay"
She said
"I am thanks" i said
"I just want you to know that she's not back with mark they're just friends"
"Yeah 'friends' "i said with quotation mark
"So you like her i knew it" lauren said
"Liked her" i correct her
"John dont be like this" she said rolling her eyes
"Whats the point she doesn't even like me" i said frustrated
"What i mean is just give her a chance to explain talk to her"
"Fine can you leave now" i said getting annoyed
"Geez rude much" she says as she walks through the door
Leaving me thinking about waht she said
There's no way in hell i am gonna talk to her
But maybe i 'll give her a chance to explain if she wants to
Three more months and I'll graduate maybe i can go back to my paln
That i planned a long ago before i even met any of them
Ugh i wish things would go back to the way it was without me
Being sad over someone who doesn't like me
To be continued........
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Boring chapter sorry again for not updating i was just moving on from my jenzie depression
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✔Lost Boy ~jenzie~
Fanfiction"you are so different " she said "Is that good or bad ? " he asked
