Where Did We Go Wrong

Chapter 7: Truth Hurts

The next morning Natalie got up before Bucky and went downstairs to make breakfast to find Bucky asleep on the couch. She shook him awake and said "Baby what are you doing down here?'

"I can't sleep in that bed without you baby this is where I slept after the divorce." he said as he woke up. 

"Baby..." she said as she kissed him 

"I should of never asked for the divorce I should of noticed that something was wrong with you baby. But I just wasn't paying enough attention to you sweetheart. I thought I had done something wrong and every day we had a fight I kept myself up at night trying to figure out what I did wrong. The moment you packed up your stuff I realized I made a huge expensive ass mistake cause I lost you. I never want to lose you again that's why I tried so hard to get ahold of you to look for you on campus so we could talk. I even went by your cheer practice and Nat told me that you quit cheering." he said 

She wiped some tears and said "I um I spent weeks crying myself to sleep after you gave me those papers. Buck you have no idea how bad it broke my heart. I know I was being a bitch during those months baby and I'm sorry I was just trying to find a way to make a baby that didn't require us to practically take out a loan to do. Those treatments are expensive I know that cause I did go see the specialist and that appointment just made things worse for me. Both ovaries are full of eggs baby I'm very fertile I just can't get pregnant. All I wanted was for us to start our family all of our friends were having babies and there we were trying and trying it wasn't working all because of me and it killed me." 

"Come here." he said as he held up the blanket. She laid next to him under the blanket and rubbed her back. "Baby no matter what I would have never left you if I had known what was going on with you all you had to do was talk to me. And by the way I want us to find another brownstone I hate this brownstone it's got to many bad memories here. I love you dollbaby." 

"I love you too baby and I think that's a good idea. We are starting over it's probably best that we start fresh in a new brownstone. Now I originally came down here to make you breakfast." she said 

He kissed her and slid his hand down her thigh and said "Mmm breakfast can wait." as he started to makeout with her and squeeze her ass then he started to tug her panties down and she whispered "Buck you know we aren't suppose.." she got cut off as he kissed her and he whispered "Shut up I don't care it's not like he's going to know." as he pulled his boxers down and laid her down on the couch and started to kiss her as he made love to her on the couch. After they were done they were laying underneath the blanket on the couch and she said "mm baby that felt so amazing." as he was his fingers tip up and down her arm.

"Yes it did." he said as he kissed her shoulder. 

"Are you going to be mad if I help Wanda out too?" she said 

"No I won't be mad why do you need to help her the dance team is great." he said 

"Because she said she needs with choreo so I told her I would help if she needed me to." she said as she pulled her clothes on. 

"I won't be mad baby and I think what you should do is when you help Wanda have your cheerleaders watch the practice maybe that will prompt them to get their act together." he said as he got dressed.

"That is a great idea..I should tell Nat that." she said as they went into the kitchen.

Bucky started up the coffee maker as Natalie made them some eggs and bacon and toast and cut up some strawberries. They sat down and ate breakfast together and talked about how to make the cheer squad better and then got ready for work.

Once they got to work they were in her classroom as she wrote notes on the board and he said "So um I haven't gotten a chance to ask but how does it feel being back here again."