To those embedded into my past

To Mario

To : Mario
From : Emily

Dear Mario,
We've had our troubles haven't we?
I lost on of the best things in my life.
I was immature and stupid. I truly regret it.
We dated. That fake kid dating that we call dating but isn't real dating because emotions aren't really and our mind isn't in the right place.
You really cared for me. And I kept messing with you. I literally would say we're breaking up and then say just kidding! As if it was funny.
It wasn't.
I'm sorry

I wasn't good for you anyways.

Emily Abril