.Poems.

...

My heart is pounding
My eyes are throbbing
The blood is pouring
The pain is flowing
Did I mean to go this far
Did I want to let go
Why do I feel guilt
Why am I feeling regret
I really wanted this
I really want to die
I hate my life
I hate my "friends"
My family never loved me
And the rest of them never cared
I'm now on the floor crying for help
But to much of me is gone to say a word
Tear flow through the crack of the floor
With words of hurt and despair
Why did I do this
I didn't want to die
I made a mistake
And said an early goodbye
So now my letter
Is full of lies
Please don't forget me
I'll see you when you die