Smooth Wings of a Dying Savior (Sebastian X Reader)

Chapter 11: Houndsworth #2

A/N: At this point in time, I'm guessing some of you were wondering 'why isn't Sebastian like crying or something' So I thought I would mention the fact that Sebastian is still in some sort of shock and hasn't really come to terms with the fact that you are really dead......anyways, I will shut up now....Enjoy!

(Still Sebastian's POV)

Nothing. That's all I heard, felt, saw, nothing. Death was plastered all over her face. I tried CPR, It hadn't even got it going for a split second. After a few minutes of sobbing, the young master came over and noticed how distressed I was over the death of ______.

He leaned down and whispered something into my ear. I snapped my head up and looked at him with shock.

"Young master! I refuse! I woudn't wish that on any of my worst enemies!" A single tear slid down my cheek as I came to the realization that that was my only choice if I were to bring ______ back.

I nodded my head as I gave the order to the rest of the servants to get into the carrrage and not speak a word. And I told Tanaka to watch over them as I did this.

"Young master, you should go too, for this isn't one of the most ceremonial rituals ever preformed. And it very well may get really messy.

At first, I could tell that he was hesitant on accepting my request but at the last moment, he nodded and turned his back. He walked back to the carriage. When he got there I saw him tell the crying servants that I was going to try and save ______. But I could only do it if they didn't look at me while I did it. For it would be the most gruesome things they will ever see.

Meanwhile, I am trying CPR once more just to make sure I wouldn't have to go to such great lengths to revive ______. Unfortunately, CPR was a worthles cause. 

So I got to work. The first thing I needed to do was prepare the body to be re-awakened. I did this by making sure that her clothes were put on, and she wasn't too hot or too cold. Also, making sure she had room to breathe when she awoke.

Finally, it was time to begin. I glanced one more time over to the young master and nodded my head, signaling that I was ready to begin. He gave a short nod back and the look in eyes read 'good luck.'

Luck was something I was going to need much of right now.

I took a few deep breaths and got ready to perform this ritual.

I scooped up ______'s body into my arms and placed my hand in the middle of her chest. This is where the soul is usually placed when the human being is still alive. Placed right along the sternum a little right of the heart.

Once I had done this, I closed my eyes. There were two ways I could do this, depending on how long she's been dead, I can see if I could grab onto her soul and guide it back. But, if her soul is too far gone, I would have to insert some of my soul. Once I do this, she will be sick for a while. Until she has time let the out of place soul regenerate into another full one. This option however, will proceed to turn her into a demon. 

I searched all throughout her. I could smell the trace her soul left behind but I couldn't reach it. This left option two.

I unconnected myself from her long enough to send a horrified look over to my young master. He knew what this look meant, that I was too late to save her properly. His soft gaze reassured me and told me to do what I think is right.

I nodded and reconnected myself to her body. I searched one last time and found even the trace was beginning to get weaker. Meaning that I had to hurry, for if I waited too long, I wouldn't be able to bring her back at all.

Coming to terms with myself one last time, I began the transfer.

Slowly, I could feel pieces of my soul being trsnsferred to her body. the smaller amount of soul you transfer, the less likely she is to wake up. And if she does happen to wake up, it would take her much longer to recover. Therefore, I transferred 3/4 of my soul into her body.