Excerpt #74 (possibilities)

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"I see endless possibilities in the world. Millions of scenarios play in my mind like movies. Millions of possibilities, millions of stories and endings and conversations. But, they keep leading to you. Keep leading to what I most want and the problem with this is, I'm not supposed to want you. I'm not supposed to see myself in your arms, or in your bed with you wrapped around me. I'm not supposed to think of the warmth that comes from us being against each other. I'm supposed to forget. I'm not supposed to say anything. But deep down, in the movies that play across my eyes as I sleep, I see you. I see us in the car to your house. I see us sneaking into your house. I see us on your bed. I see us. I feel you against me. I feel the heat. I hear your laugh, our voices echoing in the quiet room. I sense the need, the hunger, for each other. I see it, I want it. But I'm not supposed to. So, they just stay possibilities. They'll just stay dreams."

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