11:22 || Minsung✔️

11:12 P.M.

PfffFt I'm trying to make this story as confusing and sad as I can😭

I really hope you guys enjoy this book.

"I saw something I didn't want to see. No, not at all. He can finally be alone."
♡
Minho

"Hey...."

I looked up and saw Jisung.

The brown haired boy with his hair perfectly styled.

Wearing all black when it's clearly summer and hot.

I just sat there.

I looked at the little boys behind him playing in the streets.

Around 7-9 years old.

"Remember when that used to be us?"

Jisung sighed and said nothing.

"Yeah. I do" He quietly said.

It slowly faded into an awkward atmosphere.

Both of us trying to think of something to say.

"Jisung, what happened? That used to be us? Why did it go away? Now you are nothing to me."

I woke up.

Feeling dizzy and tired to get up I just laid on my bed thinking.

He never felt the same.

He probably never will, but it's so hard to let him go.

Three years ago is when I started to like him.

Ten years ago was when I met him.

Never would I have thought that it would take a toll on me.

I thought it was a little crush.

Convincing myself that I was ready to let go.

Maybe.

Just maybe.

I could finally let go.

Letting go was something many can't do until they find a replacement for it.

I didn't want to replace Jisung at all.

I don't even know if I ever will.

People remember their first love.

Saying that it was a great time and just the feeling of a rush.

All I felt was rejection.

One second we are okay having fun, but I try to talk to him and then he ignores me.

What did I do?

I can't go a day without thinking if I should end it all.

I want to end our relationship.

Gone.

I want it to blow away.

Gone with the wind

My feelings should just float away.

So should his attitude.

Maybe someday Jisung will see that his fears are just as useless as himself