dusk//kth & jjk

008

"you can understand me."

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the couple lay cuddling in their queen sized double bed. pillows propped underneath their heads and the blue duvet wrapped around them. the room is dark, the only light coming from the fairy lights strung across the headboard. taehyung, pulled tightly to the younger's chest, resting his head on his shoulder. jungkook had his arm around the pinkette's dainty waist and turned to face his boyfriend, who was fast asleep. 

jungkook lay reflecting on their conversation from the past hour, trying to take in all the new information. he had asked taehyung some perfectly simple questions about vampires. everything from garlic(which caused the pinkette to scoff and roll his eyes) to stakes(which made him shift uncomfortably in his seat) the most complicated discussion began when he asked about sunlight. 

"so what about the sunlight thing? obviously you don't sparkle...well you do but i believe that's your enthusiasm for  highlighter."  

taehyung had explained that it didn't really have that much of an effect on him, it was irritating and maybe caused a sunburn, but then continued explaining how it worked. the more people you killed, the more deadlier sunlight was. his friends, min yoongi and kim seokjin, could only walk in the sunlight for limited amounts of time since apparently they used to kill every time they fed, before even they realized what was going on, which was about 600 years ago.yoongi could walk in the sunlight for a ten minutes,max, without fainting or worse. seokjin seemed to have it harder, he would start to smoke up and his clothes would start to catch alight if he was outside for longer than five minutes.

when jungkook had run out of questions, he realized it was his turn to explain himself, slightly embarrassed to be honest. 

he was always ashamed that he was much more feral than the others, more wolf like. most werewolves,  the ones with silver eyes-who were a lot more human- had no trouble shifting into human form. their instincts were more muted in human form and had no problem containing themselves...unfortunately it wasn't the same for him.

he constantly had to stop himself from growling out loud, or any other sound other than humanoid to be honest. he frequently experienced headaches when he had been in human for long for his liking. on top of all that he experienced things that the modern werewolf didn't have to. ruts,weakness to silver, higher sensitivity to the full moon. 

the main reason why jungkook was like this was due to not the greatest experience a during his first few months as a wolf. after being chained up and tortured for so long his mind shifted so that his wolf had more control, it was a coping mechanism. after a few months namjoon's pack, his current pack, had saved him. but his wolf stayed the same.

he had trouble balancing it out after that, his wolf side and his human side at an almost constant dilemma. luckily, his wolf was a big softy so it let the human side more control but there was times were it was too much. despite it all though he did still prefer his wolf form. there was a time where he stayed in his wolf form for months at a time.

it was at about this time during explaining when a tears started leaking from his golden eyes. this whole explaining process had been much more emotion than he first intended. he wiped away his tears, nervously biting at his bottom lip, "i'm...I'm sorry if it's weird it's just..." he sniffs, "i don't know what to tell you, i-i don't know if you're okay with..."

"oh kookie." taehyung wipes the tears off the boy's face, capping his face in his hands and rubbing their noses together affectionately. "it's not weird koo, it's who you are and i love you of course i'm okay with it darling."