I rolled out from underneath Mason’s arm that he had thrown over me. One of his hands cupped my breast and I fought back a snort. Of course he’d fallen asleep cupping a feel. After I snuck to my room and got ready for school, I headed downstairs. Moustefff always had a lunch bag ready for me, but I was surprised to see my mom behind the table. The lunch bag was plopped in front of her and she had a steaming cup of coffee beside it.
“You’re drinking coffee again?”
She snorted and picked it up. “I hate tea. I tried it, but I hate it.” She took a big whiff of the coffee. “And this stuff, it’s so addicting.”
I eyed her up and down. “Are you feeling okay?”
She gave me a polite look and pulled the ends of her robe tight. “I went to your room earlier, but you weren’t there. I guess you went for a run, huh? Anyway, I owe you an apology. Hell, I owe you a lot of apologies.”
“Mom?” I glanced around. “What’s going on?”
“I was completely wrong about everything.” And she brought out a manila folder.
“What’s that?”
“It’s a tentative deal with David.” She took a deep breath. “It says that he has rights to you as a father and you can live with him, if you’d like…or you can visit him…whatever’s your choice. I can’t keep you from him anymore.”
“Anymore?” I picked up the folder, but hesitated to open it. “What are you talking about?”
“He got a lawyer, honey, and that lawyer said he had rights to you. Plus, with everything you’ve said to me and how I seem to be the worst mother in the world, I didn’t fight it. It’s the right thing to do. He raised you. He’s your father, not some hotshot lawyer out in Boston.”
“My real dad’s a hotshot lawyer in Boston?”
She shrugged. “It doesn’t matter now. I contacted him last night and told him about you. So you might be having two fathers to deal with.”
“And the change of heart came because…?”
“Because I was wrong.” She looked up. My heart skipped a beat. She seemed so earnest. “I do love you and I haven’t been the best mother to you. I’ve put myself first. I’ve continued to do so, but you were right last night. I saw that I lost you. Losing your respect, when it’s spoken to you from a seventeen year old who’s looking at you like they’re thirty-that said a lot to me.” Her laugh sounded hollow. “It said a whole hell of a lot.”
I fingered the edge of the packet and glanced up. “You told my dad about me?” I was breathless, though I didn’t know why I should’ve been.
She took a big sip of coffee. “I wouldn’t get your hopes up, hon. He’s a big arse.”
“No, I know, but…um…” I looked at the manila folder in my hands. “So I could live with David if I really wanted to?”
She took another deep breath and nodded. Her head moved so slowly. “You sure could…you could be there tonight even.”
“Really?”
“He’s been fighting for you since day one.”
“He has?”
“Yep, he has.” She looked away and wiped something away from her eyes. When she looked back, she gave me another bright smile. Her lip trembled. “I wanted to keep you all to myself. I didn’t want to share you or lose you, but I can’t control that. I see that now. You told me that last night. But, honey, I love you so much.” She lurched forward and grabbed my arm. “You know that, right?”
