Zeroes to Heroes

Obviously obvious

When we're sitting in class and you point at me

I notice

When we're sitting in class and you laugh at me

I notice

When there's character with my name and you call her ugly

I know it's about me

When you walk in the class and say "ugh, her again"

I know it's about me

When you make fun of something I did

I can hear you

When you say why you hate this class

I can hear you

When you laugh when I get the answer right

I get confused

When you're sitting next to me and try to copy my answers

I get confused

When you get your friends to hurt me too

I know

When you roll your eyes because you're next to me

I know

When you say you're going to be absent the next day

I hope you are

When you say you're gonna transfer out of that class

I hope you do

When you say it to bluff, but actually don't leave

That makes me sad

When you don't even realize I know what you're doing

That makes me mad

But if I ever speak against you,

I'll still feel bad.

How do I keep ending up sitting next to you?

Bad luck?

How does making fun of me make someone seem cool?

I'm stuck.

Why is it that I can't walk into that class happy?

This sucks.

If it was a class with no partner work

I think I could take it

If it was a class I had any friends in

I could handle it

If it wasn't the second year in a row with you,

I'd still be oblivious.

I think I'd rather be oblivious to you.

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A/N 

It's a true story, I tend to overthink every situation (because I notice a lot of things other people wouldn't when it has to do with me like I don't even think people know that I know how they feel about something but that's not the point) and when that happens I get the inspiration and passion to write in poem form instead of a rant form. sigh