a whole bunch of septiplier smut!

alone. . . (Antisepticeye x neko reader) pt. 2

(Your PoV)

I sighed and plopped down far beside him. He stared at the tv but it felt like he was staring at me. Finally I couldn't take it anymore, I faced towards him, agitated.

"Will you stop staring at me?!" I scolded

"What the fuck are you talking about?!?" He said and glared at me

Now that he was actually staring at me made me feel . . . Stuck. I didn't say anything for awhile, we just stared at eachother

"I could feel someone staring at me!" I finally said and looked away

"Just because you feel someone staring at you doesn't mean it was me!" He said "maybe someone stayed home and we didn't even notice!" He yelled back and turned back to the tv

"Why are you such an ass?" I said annoyingly

"Because everyone I know, FUCKING HATES ME!!!!" He bursted out in tears as he yelled at me

I jumped abit and I cowered into the corner of the couch and hid myself abit but kept my eyes on him and watched as tears streamed down his face

"Everyone judges me, everyone always chooses to hate me before they even have a chance to get to know me" He sniffled "have you ever known how it feels to be alone?! I was made fun of in school, I got molested by my dad MULTIPLE TIMES and my mom didn't care" He said and kinda slumped into himself and put his arms around his stomach

". . . Of course I know how it feels . . . " I said quietly "when I used to be a slave, I never got a break. I felt like I was being raped all the time" I said and looked down

"It fucking hurts doesn't it?" He said and looked at me

I nodded, "but that's over now, your a man. And your alot stronger than you were back then, your dad is probably to weak now to even win in an arm wrestle with you" I said and scooted over to him with a small smile

"Yeah especially if he's stuck in a coffin" He said and looked at me

"Oh, well now I feel bad" I said and let out a small chuckle and looked at my nails and picked at them

"It's alright . . . I hated my dad" He said after abit and watched me "what happened to your ear?" He asked and pointed to the one that didn't have a rounded tip (A/N: Shut up, if you post a dirty comment talking about what I just said, you might be ruining the story for other people, just wanna say. I'm not trying to be a bitch) like the other. "Yeah so, used to be a slave, had an abusive owner who, for some reason, hated my guts yadda yadda yadda" I explained carelessly

"Does it still hurt?" He asked

"Yeah sometimes, I don't care about it now since they're ugly now" I said and let out a small giggle and then sighed

"I don't think they're ugly, I love the color black" He said

I blushed hard and cleared my throat "I-I can see that" I stuttered and looked at his dilated eyes, I watched him smile and before I knew it he pulled me into his arms. His face was in the crook of my neck and he was laying down. His arms squeezed me tight and held me close to his body

"Thank you for everything" Anti said and sniffled abit

"No problem" I said back and enjoyed the moment

"I. . ." Anti started

"Hm?" I said and looked up at him

Soon I felt something soft against my lips and Anti had moved his hands to my thighs. I gasped and blushed hard but melted into the warm touch against my lips and the small tickle I got from the facial hair above his upper lip. His lips tasted suprisingly sweet and moved in sync with mine

A smile spread across my face when we separated but felt abit sad when the passionate moment faded into nothing but slightly uneven panting

"I love you" He whispered as he held me close and put our foreheads together and closed his eyes

"I love you to" I whispered back and smiled

I hadn't smiled this much in my life, I don't think I've ever really smiled. But I'm glad that this happened, I'm glad that I stayed home, I'm glad that I started an argument. It felt so exhilarating to kiss him. I felt so loved and I finally feel . . . happy

__________________/\____________________

YAAAAAAAAAY!!!! HAPPY ENDING!!!!! *throws glitter everywhere* YAS!!! HOPE YOU ENJOYED MY GREASY PEASENTS!!!! Btw sorry for the short chapter XDDDD