I'm already changed... but what am I gonna tell Derek about my... scars?
My cat scratched me! Oh... right... I dont have a cat... Um. I had sex with a cactus? Ughhh Noo! Ok Stiles think, think-
"Stiles are you done?" I hear Derek say.
SHIT. "Um... just give me a minute I have no pants on!"
"Stiles I know when your lying" He says as he opens the door. Wait... didn't I lock it?
"So..." Derek says
"So..." I say
"Why do you do this to yourself?"
I don't answer
"Stiles"
"Because I deserve it ok? You wanna know why? Because I'm a monster! I killed Allison, I hurt lots of innocent people, and I know everyone blames me for it. And I know everybody hates me. Even you." I say, with teary eyes.
"I don't blame you Stiles, and god I could never hate you!"
"The Pack doesn't blame you, ir hate you either ok?. Please don't do this to yourself. It hurts me, seeing you like this...""Derek I-"
"It's fine. Just promise me, that you won't do it again, that you won't hurt yourself again, please?
"..."
"Atleast try?"
"Okay"
"Okay"
"And please, eat something... okay?"
"okay"
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I'm okay... [Sterek ff]•••DISCONTINUED
FanfictionWARNING: Self-harm, suicide thoughts After the Nogitsune, Stiles can't help but blame himself for it, for Allison's death He feels like the pack blames him for that Stiles is depressed, he self harms, and nobody notices it. But what happens when Der...