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WARNING: Self-harm, suicide thoughts After the Nogitsune, Stiles can't help but blame himself for it, for Allison's death He feels like the pack blames him for that Stiles is depressed, he self harms, and nobody notices it. But what happens when Der...

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by killj0y__

                                    
                                              •Stiles' POV•
                          Nope. I'm not gonna eat the curly fries! Nope. Nope. NOPE.
                          Well... maybe just one...
                          No!
                          "Well... maybe one wouldn't hurt" I said to myself, and before I knew it, I ate everything.
                          ...Wait...! I just ate everything! I don't deserve it. No. And I can't purge, I hate the taste of vomit... so NOH!
                          I'm just gonna go for a run to burn some of the calories. Yeah that might work.
                          So I put on some sweat pants and a shirt, and I'm ready to go.
                          I didn't see my dad on my way out, so I guess he left to work or something.
                          I put on my earphones and start running.
                          After a long time of running, I can barely breath. But I can't stop. I deserve this, I deserve to suffer.
                          My vision starts to get blurry so I stop. Black dots are filling my vision and I can barely breath...
                          Before I know it, everything goes black...
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