I can't take it anymore
'Do it'
That inner voice says over and over
Runway
Kill yourself
No one will notice
If you are gone
Consciousness is not allow
'Tell me I mean something to these
People' I scream
I love the way you lie
Laughter is hard to produce
When I hurt
I am broken on the inside
To you I am whole
I guess I am a actress
I cry to mask my pain
They try to smooth it over
To try to make the pain go away
I want to make the great escape
I cry at the sick person I have become
I cry at my expense
The anger I feel turns to tears
I am now an empty shell
