Do you know how it feels to have your heart torn into bits?
I do. And it sucks.
I remember that day perfectly. I was taking a walk with my boyfriend, when he brought up our pasts. He brought up the year when he was dating my bestfriend.
My bestfriend who took her life.
He was still dating her at the time, and it crushed him. I was the one to pick him back up. I was the one who held him and cried with him. He said he loved me with all that he had, but I knew differently.
When he brought her up, I just bursted into tears. Not only because she was my bestfriend who is dead, but because I knew he still loved her.
I knew he never loved me in the way I wanted him to. He loved her.
He was quiet the entire time I cried, my face buried in my hands. All he did was rub my back and sit next to me.
By the time I had calmed down, I picked up my head and looked at him. The look on his face crushed me.
After a moment, I spoke. "Do you miss her?"
In three words, he broke my heart.
"All the time."
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