Louis Tomlinson Imagines

Pregnancy Fights

You were 34 weeks pregnant with yours and Louis son, during this entire pregnancy Louis has remained by your side, until the last few weeks that is. Louis has been going out nearly every night partying, he comes home intoxicated and passes out. You knew Louis was nervous about becoming a new father, but you didn't think it would drive him to drink and stay out all night partying. It was a Wednesday night, the time was close to 9pm when Louis rushed into the bedroom to grab his denim jacket "I'll be back by sunrise love" "Louis wait..." you say, which makes Louis step back into the bedroom "yeah?" "why do you keep going out all the time now? you do realise that you're going to be a dad soon... and I'll need all the help I can get" "I know Y/N.. you don't need to remind me" "remind you? what the hell are you on about.. Louis I understand if you're nervous about being a dad, but seriously cut the crap.. man up and be here for me.. both me and our son are way more important than drinking alcohol" Louis glares at you after you said that "you really think that I'd put fucking alcohol over my girlfriend and unborn child?" "Louis you've been doing that for the past few weeks..." "I can't believe you right now.. are you trying to use that as a weapon... to make me feel guilty about wanting to have fun with my friends" "Lou... you can have fun with your friends, I'm not saying you can't, I just feel like you care more about going out and drinking then you do me and our son at the moment" Louis breathes out "me partying with my friends has nothing to do with our child... it's my choice Y/N.. I can make my own decisions and right now I choose to go out.." "Lou... stop" you say as you follow him down the stairs "don't follow me Y/N, just leave me alone... I'll be back by sunrise.. go to sleep for crying out loud" Louis snaps as he exits the house and hops into his car and drives off. You go back up to the bedroom and lie on the bed and cry. 

LOUIS POV

Driving through traffic, "great a traffic jam at 9:30pm..." I mutter to myself, I think back to what I said to my girlfriend, yeah I felt guilty about what I said, but I need to get this partying thing out of my system before he arrives, once he's here I can't do any of this anymore.. which isn't so bad as I think about it, I mean... sure my friends will be partying without me, but I'll have my son to raise. Oh great, traffic is moving along, should be at the club soon. 

Once I arrive, I walk with a few mates of mine into the club, we're all talking about our girlfriends and life, when one of my mates brings up Y/N. At first I try and brush it off, but when the question about me being away from her while she's at home alone pregnant with my son comes up I have to answer. "I need to get this out of my system before he arrives you know.." "yeah I understand that but she needs you right now... you constantly leaving her isnt doing her any good... what will you do if she decides she's had enough one day and leaves?" I go quiet for a few seconds before I speak "she won't leave me... she loves me too much to do that" "well you need to show her you love her... you do love her don't you?" "with my entire heart" I say feeling guilty more and more "well Louis... actions speak louder than words, you need to show her that you truely love her, because right now, she might think that you don't love her, because what you've been doing isn't love, leaving the one who needs you the most isn't what I thought you to be Louis." I look around, feeling the urge to cry, how could I've been so bloody selfish... "I need to go lads" "that's the right thing to do Louis.. good job" my friend yells as I leave the club and get back into my car. I decide to call Y/N... she doesn't answer.. fear washes over me as I drive fast back home. 

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"Y/N..." Louis yells as he rushes inside, you don't answer, which makes louis think you've left. He runs up into the bedroom to see everything cleaned, he walks into the spare room to see no one in there, he then rushes downstairs into a couple other rooms, it's then he sees you looking for your suitcase. "Darling come here" Louis softly says as he walks over to you, you look at him, in a hurt way, tears streaming down your face "go away Louis.. can't you see that I'm leaving... you don't want to be around me or our son so why am I even here?" Louis looks a you with sad eyes as he pulls you into his chest. He rubs your back soothingly and kisses your head, fighting back his own tears "darling I do want to be around you, I'm so sorry, I was such an ass... I can't believe I was so selfish... I admit love, I am pretty nervous about being a dad... I should've spoke to you about it... please don't leave love... please" Louis says as he sniffles, you look up at him and hug back "fine I won't... just don't ever do this again, because if you do... I'm out of here.. I can't do this anymore Lou.. not now anyway.. I can't have our son see you like that"  Louis kissed your forehead "you don't need to worry about any of that love, from now on I'm staying in with you and being with you every step of the way.. no more drinking or all night partying.." "promise?" you say through tears as Louis kisses your forehead again "I promise darling, god you're so important to me... I love you so much" Louis mumbled as he tilted your chin up so you could look at him "love you too" you reply as Louis kisses your lips. He wipes your tears and leans down to kiss your stomach, "come on darling, let's go cuddle upstairs, sound good?" you nod your head and walk up the stairs with Louis, once in bed, Louis pulls you lovingly into his chest and softly runs his fingers through your hair until you fully relax. You look up at him after a while and breathe out, Louis scans your face as he peppers it with kisses, you finally crack a smile and with that Louis smiles "there it is.." Louis softly says as you kiss his lips. You both spend the rest of the night in bed, close to one another. Louis whispers reassurance into your ear as well as sweet words to make you smile. By 3am, you both drift off to sleep, you snuggled comfortingly in his arms.