~Better Off~

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by bookreader1459

by bookreader1459

                                    
                                              I told myself,
I'm better off without you,
I won't ever think of you,
But I realised,
I will never let you,
Never let you go.
                          I guess I have,
But what would this be,
If you never came here.
                          Would I be,
Better off,
Without him too?
Would you be,
Better off,
Without me?

                          Why did I,
Ever show you,
Who I am,
Only to find out,
You were never listening?
                          Get a black eye and
Punctured lungs.
I don't care,
Give a hug,
Get a kick,
I don't know you.
                          A bullet in your head,
Would bleed as much,
As I do,
When I think of you,
When I dream of you,
When I loved you,
When I didn't,
When I tried to 
                          I hope you don't decompose too quickly.