young love. [yoonkook]

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yoongi

i don't know what to say

• fuck
hi
you don't have to say anything

i want to
i'm just overwhelmed ig
i kinda understand why u acted the way u did
but u really hurt me
and like u said i just don't know if i can forgive u for that
when i fall for someone i really fall
like i can't even explain it
so when it goes wrong or whatever i get Sad and with the way u treated me it didn't help
i know that's not your fault u didn't know i'm like that but still idk
i was really hurt

• i'm so sorry
i really am
i know it's not enough but i am
i never ever meant to hurt you
it kills me to know that i did that to you

i don't know what else to say
cause like
i understand why u did what u did
so i'm not as pissed with u anymore
but like
idk
i'm a person who forgives way too easily and i'm trying to change that but you're making it very hard bc i like u so much even after everything

• you shouldn't forgive me
like i said what i did is unforgivable

but i understand why u did it

• i know but it was horrible
you don't deserve to be treated like that
it was wrong of me

it was wrong i'm not saying it wasn't
what u did was shitty
but u had your reasons
i cant forgive u for the way u made me feel
but i can forgive u for the rest of it

• i don't deserve that
you don't deserve someone like me jungkook
you don't

it was hardly your fault
u barely had a choice
and now that i come to think of it
i'm glad u did what u did rather than risk never getting to see me again
this might sound a bit dramatic but that would've ruined me
your dad is clearly very idk controlling
and bc of that u didn't have a choice
yes this situation wouldn't be where it is now if u had told me earlier
but i understand that u couldn't

• thank you for understanding
i appreciate it
and i don't deserve it at all
but please don't forgive me so quickly
i really don't deserve it
as much as i want you to forgive me and for us to maybe try and get back on track
i don't want you to feel forced to forgive me or anything

i don't feel forced
i understand i do
i don't fully forgive u
and i don't think i ever will
but i want us to be okay again
bc i know you're a good person
i know u didn't meant to hurt me
i know that wasn't your intention
i know u didn't have a choice
i get it

• i don't deserve this

stop saying that

• i know i said i don't think we're ready to face each other yet but
my dad is on a business trip
hence how i'm messaging you now
so can i maybe come over?
so we can talk about this some more
you can say no if you're not ready

my doors unlocked

• wait
are you sure?

i'm sure