I'm probably not going to post anyhting for a while. Its not like i post anything in the first place. Im just sick and tired of messing the fuck up. I lose everything I FUCKING touch. I'm not doing well mentally or physically. Im not in a good place at all. All i want to do is die in a ditch where i belong. This antisocial, lazy, worthless,piece of fucking trash is fucking up their own life. All I do is fuck up. I havent eaten anyhting big since yesterday. I havent felt good about myself for who knows how the fuck long. Im confused about my fucking gender, that's fucking pathetic. I annoying my fucking parents so much, why didn't they just abort me, they wouldve been happier. I am the mistake of the family, the unplanned one. The one that doesnt fit anywhere in THE FUCKING PUZZLE WHICH IS FUCKING LIFE ITSELF.
