my emotions

i.. let go

1..2...3... Tatlo..?
Tatlong beses ng tumibok ang puso ko para sayo
Tatlong beses ring nagsinungaling ang bunganga kong Hindi ikaw ang mahal ko
Pero ang di ko lang maintindihan ay kung bakit ikaw pa rin ang tinitibok ng hangal Kong puso

Hindi ako sigurado kung ako nga ba'y mahal mo
Hindi ko rin alam kung ikaw ba'y nakuntento
Basta ang alam ko lang mahal kita ng totoo
At handa kong isakripisyo ang buhay ko para sa kaligayahan mo.

Nagmamahalan kayong dalawa
At ako heto nagpapakatanga
Sweet kayo sa isa't-isa
At heto ako tinitigan kayong dalawa.

Kunwari ay wala akong alam
Kunwari ay wala akong nararamdaman
Kunwari ay wala akong nakita
At kunwari ring Hindi ako nasasaktan.

1..2...3..tatlo?
Siguro itigil ko na ito
Itigil ang pagpapantasya ko sa iyo
At dahil diyan tinatapos ko na ang relasyong ito.

Relasyong Hindi ko alam kung saan tutungo
Relasyong isang puso lang ang tumatayo rito.
Relasyong sinimulan sa isang laro
At relasyong tatapusin ko ng patago.

Mahal kita pero ang disesyon ko ang mahalaga
At yun ay ang parayain ka kasama siya
Dahil alam kong mas sasaya ka sa piling niya..

I love you that's why I let you go..

--------Remelyn "ziel"-------
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Ahem.. Ahemm...
pp0 This poem is dedicated to the person whom I love the most..
Ahmmm.. I valued that person a lot.. But the most painful thing that happened to me is when I'm about to recieveve my honor then I saw him and my classmate flirting each other..
When I got my certificate and went to my sit. He came and sit next to me. He even congratulated me, I just nodded my head. When the program ended he invited me to go out on him, but I refuse. I make an excuse using the name of my brother. So he let me. I went home and then changed my clothes. I went to chow kwen to grab some foods. And I don't know what I feel when I got there. I want to explode bit I control my temper. I walk straight to the counter and order a pancake. I saw on my peripheral view that my classmate widen her eyes. Tsk. I put some catsup on my pancake. And then I put the pancake in the table of my classmate and oh so called boyfriend. Shock flastered on their faces when they saw me. I just smile. They both look at the pancake and surprisingly he suddenly stand and begged for forgiveness. Tsk. My tears started to fall down but I manage not to break this time. Because the words I put on the pancake are. "I'm breaking up with you"
I love him that's why I let him go. I didn't regret my decision,Anyway.

👋 bye