It hurts to fight but I'll fight for you

Talking to him

It's 6:00 am on a Monday morning and I'm about getting ready for school, I open my bedroom door and started to walking towards the bathroom quietly so I wouldn't wake up my father. I walk in the bathroom, closed the door quietly and walked towards the sink and started to brush my teeth after I'm done brushing my teeth I started to use the toilet, after that I started the shower and turn the knob so the water can get warm, when the water was warm enough then I start taking off my PJ individually, then step in the warm shower, In the shower I started to think about 

" how should I go to deal with today? Maybe I can try to ask my father to stay out longer ~sigh~ That's not going to work with him" 

after I got out the shower I brushed my a black hair then I put on my red long sleeves shirt, purple pants and my black beanie, then I clean the bathroom really fast, then walked out quietly than when walked downstairs, I looked over at the clock and it's said 6:40 

" It's only 6:40 *sigh* I guess it won't hurt if I do a few more like yesterday," I thought to myself,

 I walked over to the kitchen sink and bent down to the cabinet and open it and took a little knife from the roof of the cabinet and closed the to door then I stood up straight and put my wrist over the sink and started to do big and tiny cutes 

~time skip 7:00~

 "it's only 7:00.... I guess I can start walking to school to practice my swimming" I thought,

 I cleaned my cut and the sink then I got my backpack and made sure that I had all my school equipment, then I walked to the fridge and took an apple and walk out of the house. As I was walking I took out my phone out to play Sudoku, I was playing for about 20 minutes, as I was playing Sudoku I bumped into someone and fell on my butt

 "oww," I said while rubbing my butt 

"Oh look who it is, the dork of the town," the familiar voice said 

"Oh please don't be Kevin," I thought to myself. I looked up and " oh my," I thought " umm I'm sorry K-Kevin I was not looking where I was going," I said. 

He bent down to look at me in my eyes I couldn't help but blush a little because I have a huge crush on him ever since we were 3 grade, next thing I noticed was he had my phone "eh ... K-Kevin can please give that back to me" as I got up and patted the dirt off my pants 

" oh you mean this, " he said while looking through my phone 

" Yes K-Kevin I mean my phone and will you please stop going through it," I asked, as I try to reach my phone but he was putting in the air so I couldn't reach it 

"Oh come on dork let me see, " Kevin said as he keeps going through my phone 

" K-Kevin please " I begged "the only reason I'm panicking so much is that I have pictures of you on it and if you saw them, then what are you going to think then. You'll probably say what a fag I am or that disgusting I mean it not like you care for me anyways" I thought 

" oh what this? You're in the swimming club? When did this happen? " he asked 

" well if I answer your question will you give me my phone? " I asked like if we're at the same time of level

 " or I can take your phone and pound your face in, it's a win, win for me what do you think, " he said smirking a bit as Kevin was about to hit me 

 " Please don't K-Kevin I begged of you " I begged shyly 

" fine I won't hit you "

 "thank you, so K-Kevin can I please have my phone I was in a middle of a game" I asked as I put my hand out to get my phone back 

"game? There was no game all I saw was numbers" he said with a confused voice 

"well yes, K-Kevin it called Sudoku. I love the game it like a big puzzle" I said smiling as we started to walk two schools together 

" fine, here" handing my phone back, as I took my phone back I looked at the clock it said 8:00 

"crap I'm late," I said out loud By accident but in a low voice 

" wow dork, " he said, he looks a little surprised 

" yes K-Kevin is there something you need," I asked as I looked at him 

" watch your mouth," he said laughing a bit 

" did I say something wrong? " I asked. 

He leaned to my ear and whispered "yes you did you said a bad word dork" he stood up straight and smirked 

"k-Kevin I apologize I didn- " I was interrupted by ed and eddy grabbing my hand 

" you idiot we're the last Blossom is going to be mad," Eddy said as he grabbed one of my wrists as I yelped because of the pain 

"she is going whipped all of our asses," ed said 

" oh my god, sorry K-Kevin I have to go but we'll talk later, ok?" I said while running with a smile on my face