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p>Darkness filled Izuku's sight. He looked around frantically yelling, begging for someone to help but his voice was lost in the nothingness.</p>

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<p>Izuku woke up quickly, Inhaling a sharp gasp. His breathing went unsteady and he looked around most things blurry, and kept hearing a constant beeping that kept going faster. "HeLp!" He choked out shaking. He broke down into broken sobs clutching his head tightly. 'woah there kid, calm down! you need to chill!' Izuku snapped his head up, "A-Akito-kun.." he whispered, 'Yeah bud its me..your alright okay? Your in the nurses office and Recovery girl-san went to get your stuff from class alright?' Izuku swallowed thickly but nodded, "o-okay.." he whispered as he focused on breathing regaining his sense of where he was. Things were still a bit blurry but not like before.</p>

<p>He sighed and lifted a hand to run through his hair only to find a bit of the front portion gone and the closest signed, and as he pulled his hand down his face he felt scaring over his eyes and grimaced. "goddamnit Bakugou.." He growled out. He then heard the door open and looked over, "Ah your awake, pretty bad explosion. I healed you up to the best of my abilities with out sending you into a coma, but you still have a bit bad eyesight, and burns. Just come in tomorrow and I'll heal you up again, but you'll probably still scar" Izuku nodded anyway and got up slowly, "Thank you Recovery girl-san" He said, and she nodded before sending him off to go home.</p>

<p>Izuku grabbed his red book bag swinging it over his shoulder hissing quietly at the friction against his arm and shoulder. He just noticed he was wearing a plain white t and red shorts along with his normal bright red sneakers. He sighed before trudging off back home quietly. Once home, his mother hugged him tightly the moment he stepped into the apartment. "Oh my god, Izuku your face.." she whispered as she gently touch the scars making Izuku wince since they were highly sensitive. "It'll be fine ma, I'm gonna be healed tomorrow okay?" Inko stared at her son before sighing deeply, "okay baby, do you want dinner or-" "I'm actually really tired, I'm gonna go to bed okay?" before Inko could reply, he kissed her head and quickly walked to his room. Inko sighed and went to the kitchen to clean up.</p>

<p>Izuku went into his room, then shut the door. He then went into his bathroom pulling off his shirt feeling tears burn at his eyes already. 'Izuku..' "S-shut up Akito-kun! I-I..I need this.." He whimpered as he leaned his back against the door hissing at the feeling of the scars on his back. He slid down and looked at his arms trembling before starting to dig his nails into the pale, milky skin that already contain red jagged lines. He clenched his teeth letting the salty tears roll down his freckled cheeks. His scratches broke through the red lines already there causing them to bleed but he didn't stop. He pushed down his shorts and boxers, revealing more deep jagged lines on his inner thighs near his groin. He dug his nails deeper into the skin whimpering quietly.</p>

<p>Soon after he grabbed peroxide and started to clean the new wounds before wrapping them tightly with bandages. He stood up weakly, feeling slightly dizzy from the blood loss and already fatigue from Recovery girl's quirk. He hiccuped and wiped his face before exiting the bathroom throwing the clothes into the dirty laundry basket. He cleaned onto the bed and curled into a ball, slowly drifting into sleep. '...goodnight Izu-kun' a voice whispered in his mind gently.</p>

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<p>The next morning, Izuku pulled on his uniform and bookbag before leaving the house quickly, feeling a bit more down then usual. He made it to school rather slowly, and once entering his class after a visit from recovery girl he barely bothered to look up. He went straight for his seat ignoring the fact that the chair in front of him was empty. He stared at his desk silently but finally looked up seeing Uraraka walked close to him, "Midoriya-kun? Are you all right?" Izuku stared at her before dully nodding</p>