"please help me"
she asked god as she silently cried.
"take away the pain, i'm begging you"
she could only stare at the wall as her tears slowly fell , becoming nothing.
"can anyone hear me?"
she cried slowly.
"please help me, i think i'm slowly fading away"
she watched as the water fell to the grown while she sat in the bathtub crying her tired eyes out.
she had trapped herself inside her mind and slowly started filling it with water and now she couldn't breathe.
she'd been slowly drowning herself and now there's nothing she could do.
she felt alone,
and lost,
but mostly tired.
and as she silently whispered one more helpless prayer,
"please have mercy, i'm begging you, please take the pain away"
she could only think about her foolishness,
"god has never answered before, why would he now?"
she asked herself bitterly.
she sounded like a maniac,
maybe she was,
maybe she had already started to lose it,
but she didn't care anymore,
she could care less.
"i'm helpless and alone"
she thought as she laughed like a psychopath who had just escaped the asylum.
"i'm helpless and alone"
she repeated to herself as she closed the water with an already filled bathtub and a deadly mind.
"i'm helpless....and i'm alone."
she laughed one last time as she took her last breath and whispered her last prayer.
"help m...."
