I was the school geek now its total Hot Stuff?!!??!.. NO WAY!!♥♥

look at me now!chap 17teenage stupidity

I had to stop myself, before I was on his lap. The thought that stopped me thinking about kissing him, was the fact that I was really cold. It was around 11, and I was only wearing a skirt and a vest top. Justin must have realised that I was cold, because he grabbed a blanket and wrapped it around me."Thanks." I whispered."No problem." He said, smiling at me.I quickly turned my head towards the T.V, every part of me wanted to kiss that smiling face. There was a football game on, I watched the players, trying to keep my mind off Justin.But the players started getting blury, and my eyes felt really heavy. After that I fell asleep.With me head on Justin's shoulder! He laughed at me, only quietly, but I still heard it. I opened a sleepy eye, and looked at him. Then I realised where my head was."Oh, sorry." I yawned. He smiled at me."No problem." He whispered, looking down at me. I lifted my tired head, and tried to concentrate on the game. The scores had changed quite a bit, so I must have been sleeping for quite a while."You look tired, do you want me to take you upstairs?" Justin asked me. I started giggling, then he laughed."Wow, that didn't sound good." I laughed.Actually it sounded very good, too me. I watched the game for a little while, but it was not much use. I was really tired, and the only other thing on my mind was Justin. So of course, I couldn't really concentrate. I must have fallen back to sleep, and this time he didn't laugh.But my peaceful sleep didn't last long.I kicked my legs, protesting, but because I was half asleep, it didn't do much good. The barriers got tighter.I opened one eyes, which almost buldged out of it's soccet, then quickly closed it.Was I dreaming?I took another peek, and it was still there. What I'm talking about, is the strong tanned arm, holding me close to a tonned, muscular body.Justin's arm and body.His bicepts were slightly buldging, as he carried me out of the living room. He didn't know I was awake, so he wouldn't know that I was snuggling closer to his chest on perpose.He laughed though, which was when I opened my eyes, and looked at him."Oh, sorry I woke you." He whispered, as he walked up the stairs."It's fine." I yawned, looking up at his beautiful face.He opened the door to my room, with his foot, then walked in. He placed my under my covers, in my bed."Thanks." I whispered, smiling at him."No problem, Nik." He said, smiling back."Night Justin." I yawned, my eyes nearly closing."Good night." He whispered.Then he did something that made my eyes burst open.He kissed my cheek! Okay, so I know getting kissed on the cheek isn't the most amazing thing that ever happens to a girl.But when it's Justin kissing your cheek, then wow. All of a sudden I didn't feel tired anymore, but I knew I had to try and sleep, because I have school tomorrow. Thoughts were whirling around my head, mostly happy thoughts, but a few guilty ones.The guilty ones are mainly about Kurt.Kurt my boyfriend, who okay I love. But do I love him enough? I was sure that a part of my heart loved Kurt. But a bigger part loved Justin.So, with thoughts like these rushing around in my head, sleep was pretty much impossible.But of course I must have, because next thing I know sunlight is streeming in through the blinds. I opened my eyes, and sat up.Memories of last night came rushing into my head. I even rubbed my cheek, where his soft lips had been. That's how bad I had it.I checked the clock, that was on the unfamiliar side table. It was 7:00, which gave me plenty of time to get ready for school. I hopped out of bed, and noticed I was still wearing yesterday's clothes. Shaking my head, I walked into the en-suit bathroom. The hot water from the shower felt so nice, and it helped me clear my head. Which, by the way, was full up of just one boy.I grabbed a fluffy towel, then walked back into the guest room. After I found my bag, I pulled out my school uniform. I rubbed my hair, with a towel, and was about to take the towel that was wrapped around me.Justin walked in.I screamed, and he jumped back. Luckily, I hadn't taken it off, but what if I did?"Oh sh..!t, I'm sorry!" Justin shouted, closing the door. .I blushed to myself, that could have been awkward.

After I was sure he was gone, I quickly changed into my uniform. I found a hairdryer, in the draw of the dressing table, and set to work on drying my hair. Once that was done, I curled my hair, with loose curls like Rachel had done at Kurt's cousin's party.There was a knock on the door.I thought that it must have been Justin, but he had learned to knock this time. I practised a cexyy face in the mirror, before shouting,"Come in!"The door opened, and I put on my best cexyy face."Umm, darling, what's wrong with your face?" Asked my dad, as he walked into the room. He handed my a granola bar."Ummm nothings up, and thanks." I said, picking up the granola bar."Your welcome." He said, as he walked out, shaking his head.I felt so stupid, I was blushing from head to toe. quickly ate the granola bar, then set to work on my make-up. I didn't really need much for school, and because I have never been able to wear it up until now, I didn't really need it. My skin was still fine, no spots or anything.But I still needed some make-up.After all, I had to look good for Ju...No, no I don't. I kept telling myself that I didn't need to look good for him, after all I had a boyfriend.Once I was done, I grabbed my school bag, and headed downstairs. Justin was looking as gorgeous as ever, sat on the sofa waiting for me. His beautiful dark hair, was slightly gelled. I had to leave the room quickly, before I fell into a trance. My dad was in the kitchen, drinking some tea."Oh, you look nice pumpkin." He said to me, putting down his mug."Daaaad!" I said, hugging him. "Well, I better go, don't want to be late." My dad hugged me, then whispered into my hair "I love you.""I love you too dad." I said, leaving the room.Justin was waiting for me, by the front door."Ummm, sorry for barging in on you like that." He said, laughing a little."Yeah, maybe try knocking." I said, playfully hitting him."At least you weren't..." He said, teasing me.I laughed, and took another playful swing at him. But he grabbed my hand.We both looked at our hands, then each other's face. The next thing I knew, Justin's eyes were closing, and his face was moving towards mine.And I felt mine doing exactly the same thing. Our lips touched for about a second, but then I pushed him away.My lips were tingling, begging me for more. Justin's lips had been so soft, and perfect and....Stop.I'm with Kurt. I'm with Kurt! I told myself."Justin, no." I whispered, even though every bone in my body was telling me "Yes, kiss me Justin!"But I couldn't, I couldn't do this to Kurt."Nikki, I'm so sorry." Justin said, his blue eyes looking into mine"It's ok." I said, sighing.We walked the rest of the journey in silence.We made it to school just in time, so most people were all ready inside, and making their way to first period. Yeah, that would be most people, except Amber, Hannah, Amy and Emily. They were still making their way across they playground. I felt Justin tense up, next to me. He was obviously still feeling upset about what she did to him. We walked across the playground, tying to keep out of their way, but of course they saw us.Emily's face lit up, and she ran across the playground to meet us."EM! WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING?!" I heard Amber scream. But Emily didn't even turn around. She hugged me, then carried on walking with me and Justin.Hannah's jaw was dropped, Amber looked fuming and Amy...Amy was smiling.Something was telling me that she didn't hate me as much any more. Due to my fight yesterday, I had another day in Student Support. So did Amber, so we were both forced to walk the same way at the same time. I told Emily that I would meet her at lunch, so we could sit together. I had said "bye" to Justin, because I honestly didn't know what else to say.Amber stormed ahead, leaving me walking at my own pace. She actually made me laugh, the way that everything was falling in on her perfect life.Well, that's what you get for being a b..tch.She turned around, and shot me daggers.Oops, so maybe I had laughed out loud."You have totally ruined everything!" She sneered at me."Amber, did I ruin everything, or did you?" I asked her, looking at my nails."What?!" She screamed at me."Hmmm, are you that stupid that you forgot about last night all ready?" I asked, smiling at her politly.She just stormed off. I arrived at the Student Support Centre about a minute before the final bell. Everyone else was all ready sat in their own little cage. The greasy haired guy smiled when I entered, so did a few of the other weird kids. I took my seat, in the back corned, just as Mr Bingly entered. He had a mug of coffee in one hand, and a bunch of work sheets in the other. He handed us each two work sheets, one Math and one English.After about half an hour, I felt my phone buzz. I got so excited because I thought it was Justin.ONE NEW MESSAGE : KURT I sighed, of course it would be Kurt. I finished the question I was on, then opened the text.Nik babe, i hardly c u anymr :[ we need to talk more, i mis uluv u loads x***************************************************************************I felt the tears well up, how could I be so mean to Kurt. Poor, sweet, kind Kurt. But even though I was feeling sorry for Kurt, I had another boys face whirling around in my head. I felt so mean about Kurt, but I was sure I loved Justin.Poor Kurt, was just getting strung along with this.But even though I knew it would be best if I just broke up with Kurt, I just couldn't do it.How could I tell his beautiful green eyes that I love someone else.I just couldn't.Well not yet anyway. ***************************************************************************i kno, mis u 2. i been kinda busy, srry darl.luv u x***************************************************************************Okay, so I knew lying was wrong, but wasn't it better than crushing somebody inside?I finished my work to quickly. At least when I was doing Math questions, I wasn't thinking about my (oh so complicated) love life.So when I had nothing left to do, I just had different possibilities flying around in my head.1. Break up with Kurt and get with Justin.2. Stay with Kurt and just be friends with Justin.3. Cheat on Kurt with Justin.4. Just give up on guys and move to some all girls school, someplace far away. Like Africa.I knew number four was definately out of the option, but that still left me with three choices.